Im sorry

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Lucas pov

Tell her

The words have been running through my head for two days now, but I'm too much of a coward to tell her and Riley

I'm going to break her heart

I turned on my bed and looked at the clock on the bed side table

2 am

I looked around the room to see Farkle and Zay sound asleep

Quietly I got out of bed and got out of the room closing the door behind me

I walked down the path way and the fresh air made my head spin

I sat down on the bench I watched the lake pointlessly

I have no idea what to do
How do I even tell Riley that I don't love her like that ?

What if maya really does hate me?
Well she seems pretty happy with Bradley

Suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder and when I turned around the eyes that looked like Bowles of chocolate came to view

"Can I sit down?" Her voice sounded rough as if she hasn't spoken for days, her eyes looked poofy

"Yeah go ahead Riley" I turned back around watching the water

"You love her don't you?" she asked even though it sounded more like a statement as if she has just realised that Pluto was no longer planet

"What?" I answered quickly

"Lucas stop lying to yourself you never loved me more than maya, it was always her and I just realised it I think I was too far in my bubble to see that you guys loved each other so I'm sorry I was in between of that" I looked at her surprised, Riley was always smart

"I'm so sorry Riley" I say feeling bad about lying to her

"It's fine Lucas I want you and her to be happy and I may have an eye on someone else" she chuckled

" whoooooo" I asked being my nosey self

"Promise to not tell anyone?" She held up her pinky

"Promise" I grabbed it

"It's ... Farkle" I wasn't shocked at all I always knew they would end up together even if it was in the far future but they were like a match made in heaven

"So Bestfriends ?" You could see the hope in her eyes and I obviously couldn't say no as she was like a sister to me

"Bestfriends" I nodded with a smile

"Now I'm going to say the same thing maya said to you, go find Maya and tell her you love her"

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