This Is It

Chapter 31

Shaiden's P.O.V.

It's been one month. One month since Harry left and I feel so lonely without him. We have talked almost every day since he's left but it just doesn't feel right. I went back to hanging out with Stephanie almost every day, but every time I'm with her, so is Michael. They are together all the time but I can't really say anything because that's how Harry and I were. He says he really likes being back in England and that he can't wait until I come to visit him. I would say that our relationship has become very serious and very strong since weve been together, which by the way, I had to spend our three month anniversarry alone. I mean, it wasn't bad. He we video chatted, but it wasn't the same. The longer we are apart, the more I miss him, and the more I just want to be held in his arms again. It's december 13 which means my family leaves on our vacation in three days. I don't have to worry about leaving Stephanie behind because her and Michael leave tomorrow for Australlia. I am really excited for this trip though. Well, more excited to see Harry, but spending time with my mom and dad after them being gone all the time is nice to. My parents get to meet Harry's mom and the rest of his family so this should be exciting. I just wish that on our vacation, we would be spending it at Harry's, but my family has agreed to tour other countries as well.

As of right now, I am sitting in my room watching tv, and I just feel so empty inside. I know it's bad for me to feel this way just because Harry isn't with me, but I feel like he has part of my heart. He is my other half and I really hope we are together for a long time. I mean, before we know it, we are going to be seniors in high school then we are off to college. What happens if we don't go to the same college, or what if he want's something different in life than I do? Now I am just starting to sike myself out. I don't really need to think about all the 'what ifs' but it's just hard not too, when high school will be over so soon.

I decide to start packing all of my stuff for this vacation, just to be prepared. I walk to my closet and grab my suitcase and lay it on my bed. I walk over to my closet, grab like 4 dresses and then fold them neatly and stack them in my suitcase. Then I walk over to my dresser and grab my panties, bras, socks, shirts, shorts, shirts, and sleeping clothes, fold them also and then put them in the suitcase on top of my dresses. I pack like one pair of flats, one pair of high heels, and then two pairs on my vans. I walk into my bathroom and grab my hair straightner, my curling iron and most of my makeup. I still need some of that until I leave. While I'm putting that stuff in my suitcase, I realize that I never got anything for Harry for Christmas. I don't even know what he wants or what I should get him. I mean, I already got him that watch he wanted, what should I get now? I think I should get us matching couple shirts? Maybe thats too lame. I grab my laptop and sit down on my bed and open it up. I look up couple shirts and I don't find any that I like so I click on this link that lets me customize my own so that's exactly what I do. I make my shirt blue and his shirt white because he always looks good in white shirts. I write our names in cursive and put hearts around his name on my shirt and hearts around my name on his shirt. The names are written in black ink. I get my shirt in medium and his shirt in medium also. I really hope he likes this. I also think I will go to the store to print out a picture of us and put it in a frame so he will always have a pic of us. The day goes by super fast and I haven't recieved a call or a text from Harry, so I just go to sleep and hope he will call tomorrow.

Harry's P.O.V.

Shaiden and her parents leave in three days. I haven't talked to her in at least 2 days and that's because I've been busy planning the perfect few days for us while she's here. Also trying to find something to give her for Christmas. I'm planning on taking her out to dinner then bringing her back to my house and watch movies and just enjoy each others presence. I've also been working on this letter to her with all of the words that I've been watching to say to her for the longest time. Words that I've said before but I just want her to have it in writing, that way if we ever get into a fight, she can read that and know that I will always love her. She is my life. Since I've been back in England, I've continued school, reuntied with my old friends and have just enjoyed being with my mom again. But boy, I miss Shaiden more than anything. I knew one day I would fall in love, I just never new that it would be so soon in my life and with only being with her for three months. It feels so much longer than three months. It feels like we've been together for years and we should be getting married by now.

I walk in my room and sit on the bed. I pull out my phone and dial her number. It rings and rings but no answer. She must be asleep. There is a time difference. I get her voicemail and deicde to leave one.

*Hey baby. I know its been a few days since we have talked, but I've been busy doing stuff. Don't think that I have'nt been thinking about you because that's all I've been doing. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you in a few days. Call me when you can and again, I love you. Hope you slept well.

on the 16th Shaidens P.O.V.

My alarm goes off at 5 in the morning. Today is the day. It is the day that I will get on a plane with my family, and travel to other countries. The first country we will be going to is Italy. We will be there until the 20th then we will go to England and stay with Harry and his family until the 26th. Then go to Austraillia for a few days then to a few other stops before coming home. Our first plane leaves at 8 so I get out of bed immediatly and shower, get dressed, make sure my parents are ready, pack the car, then leave. We make it to the airport at like 7:30 and wait for our plane number to be called. The first time the man on the intercom calls our number, I was the first person to board the plane being followed by my parents. The plane takes off soon after everyone boards. This is it. I get to see my love in just 4 days. Hope it goes by fast.