When Heiress Lisa Manoban accidentally watched MV of the KPOP princess she never heard or seen before. Lisa was starstruck seeing how beautiful the KPOP PRINCESS is. Because of the unfamiliar feeling that needs to be define, Lisa pulled up some slee...
I left Thailand with a heavy heart. I shouldn't be feeling this way but what happened between Lisa and I is really painful. As if, we broke up. She never answers any of my calls and never try to reach me again. She's a good person but I know she is hurting more than I do. I have now a 3 days off and I don't know what to do with my days off. Maybe I will just stay at home and watch Netflix.
I was on Instagram when I saw Lisa's profile she has an update. She is with someone and they look really close. There is an uncomfortable feeling that my heart is trying to tell and my brain is trying to figure it out. Wait am I jealous? I shouldn't feel like this correct?
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Seeing Lisa with another person makes me nauseous and my heart beats so fast. I don't wanna get up in bed and just stay there. I didn't noticed that tears are now running on my face. I need to call someone.
Jennie toke her phone and press number 3..
"Hello?" The voice from the other line answers
"Hello? " i said
"Jennie, is this you? Why are you calling me from Korea, are you okay?" Says the voice
I was really confuse hearing the voice. The voice is very familiar to me. I look at my screen and I just realize that I called her... the one who's making my heart beats so fast. Lisa..
" lis, I am really sorry. I shouldn't call you but I don't know what happen" I am trying to explain but I cannot say the words
"Hahahha that's okay Jennie" Lisa giggle
" oh! You now call me, Jennie the last time we talk you are so formal and you call me Miss Kim, I'm happy to hear you calling me jennie agian." I said
" hahaha I know. So how have you been? I hope you are having a good rest after your tour" Lisa said
"I am having a good rest, I guess.." I'm try to sound happy talking to her but I missed her so much
"I see. Hehe Jen, I'm kinda in the middle of something right now before you called, I'm sorry but can we talk later? " Lisa asked me
"Noooooooooooooo." i said
" hahahhaha why?" She giggle
"Because if you cut off this call you will not call or text me or contact me, because you hate me so much you're just being kind and polite answering and talking to me right now" I told her
i really don't want to end the call because I really want to talk to her just like old days. Just like before we met. We talk over the phone and text and chat and DM on IG whenever both of us has free time.. thinking about those days makes me happy. She made me happy?
"Hahaha Jen, I will call you okay? I'm just really in the middle of my lunch meeting with my dad when you call, I promise to call you back, alright?" Lisa said
"Hmmmp fine! But call me back okay?? I miss you, Lisa!" I didn't know how dis those words came out from my mouth but it just did
"Oh! Hmmm I...I.. uhmmm missyoutooJennie" lisa says
I can only imagine how cute she is right now..
"Call me, alright? Bye! Take care!" i said to her
"I will. Bye!" Lisa said
Wow. I was supposed to call Jisoo but.. Anyway that call went great. my mind and my hands coordination is sync. My day is really happy because of the call. I'm thinking of the reasons why I rejected her at the first place and the reasons why I should have not..
At around 3 PM
Someone is buzzing in. I am not expecting guess right now. If there will be someone who will try to annoy me in this days that would be my crazy cousin,Jisoo and I am not wrong. She came to my house with buckets of chickens on hand. Well she didn't came empty handed that's a good thing.
"Why are you here, Chu?" i ask her on her way in my house
"C'mon Jendukie, I know you need me and you want to eat chickens " she said
I just look at her disbelief how her mind works. I'm really glad I have this crazy idiot as my cousin.
"So spill the tea, why did you reject her?" Chu said
"Really Chu?" I asked her
"Seriously, Jennie you obviously like her too! Why in the hell did you make yourself suffer and reject her? Is it because of your career? It's 2019, even chickens are gay Jen!" She said laughing
"You are really full of shit some times" I told her
"Well, at least I don't disregard my own feelings. I only get one chance to live Jen, I will love whoever my heart feels like loving." Jisoo said.
She has a point you know. Jisoo. Her words made me even realize my fault.
"I like her Chu, I guess I realized it after I rejected her. i though what I'm feeling towards her at first is plain friendship but No. when she avoided me and did not come in my concert I feel really down. I cried myself to sleep every night because of that. I rejected her because I am not sure of my feelings but I am now, Chu. I like her so much." I said to her. When I said I like her I meant it.
Jisoo is staring at me trying to read me..
"Jen, you don't like her. You're in love with her!" Jisoo said
i am really shock of what she said. I couldn't believe of what I am hearing
"When you talked about her you all go red like a ripe tomatoes. Haha Jennie, don't let her go , this time you do the effort, idiot" chu said
"I will Chu, i don't care what will other people says. I will get my Lisa back no matter what and I don't give a damn if someone will get into my way achieving that, even if she's a blonde girl. I will get my Lisa back" I said
"Blonde girl?" Jisoo ask
I showed her the Ig update and she keep on teasing me how jealous wreck I am because of a single photo of Lisa with someone. She encourage me if Lisa will not call me I will be the one to call her. I will not text her cause there is a 50% chance that she will not answer me back.. so operation Lisa is on.
