All for you | r o y ce.

all for you. . . welcome to the neighborhood

jacob.

                                                        As much as I would like to say there was much to do, it would be against me to lie. There wasn't shit to do ever. These past hours I was either eating something, accidently breaking something or whining at my mother loving boredness.

                                                                " Maaaa!" I yelled like a three year old pouting down the steps from my stairway. " What Jacob? dont be a pest! youre eighteen!" she hollared in a bothered tone shooing me away. fuck. . .

                                                                "Mom! goodness theres nothing to do! " I grabbed my stomach " I growing a da- a, pouch!"  She rolled her eyes leaving me to look dumb, she flopped into her comfortable "lloriqueas como un bebé maldito" she mumbled under her breath as if I was dumb.

                                       

                                                                " Mom dont try and play me! you called me a baby!" I crossed my arms shifting my weight to my leg. " Jacob sweety. Go see if you friends are outside." friends. I wouldnt call them friends just yet, I barely no them. Shes not even trying to spend time with me when she was the one who insisted me stay.  But talking to Mailyn would be nice. . . I mean. 

                                                                " Okay, hmph. I guess" My arms still folded I strutted up stairs to get a shower. I used my same fragranced body wash from yesterday, and more comfortable joggers with a basic white tee. This time my curls bounced freely, although they smelled wonderful they also look good. " Momma Im going out. not out, out, but out like outside-"

" Jacob dont stall, I may have missed a few months of your life, but I know you too well. go." she bluntly voiced without making any eye contact with me. Rolling my eyes, I gently twisted the knob of the door, and made my way to the world. 

                                                        Its like the day just restarted, and everything was the same. Mailyn was sitting with her giant of a boyfriend Marcus, and Rayan was not too far from walking from his house. My heart beat increased. Nope I didnt want to walk myself, who does after that little rumor bullshit I wouldnt know who would want to. 

" um, Ray-Rayan!" I shouted as loud as I could jogging over to him, he turned quickly turned my way his long bushy hair slapped me in the face. " Damn, my bad new guy. " he grinned at me. " Its cool, your hair its nice." your hair is nice? what the fuck. " i-i mean-" 

"Its okay, its not like everyday I here that bro.  You fit right in this bunch everyone here has good hair, as you can see." And he was everything but wrong, his hair was nearly to his butt, and yeah everyone had a good grade of hair. Even dream boy.

                                                                As we got closer to the teen agers, the volume grew louder in my ears it seemed. " Okay perez." he smiled, " um, okay Lopez." I bit my bottom lip in nervousness he once again smiled at me, and this time I didnt know what it meant, before he ran alone to the group of boys playing basket ball.