Son of a bitch

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Sam'sPOV:
After the whole Dean walking in on us we decided to just go to sleep. Gabe got up and began making his way to the door.

"Hey Gabe?" He turns his head and stares at me in confusion.

"Yeah." He tilts his head slightly how adorable.

"Ummm I was umm I was well, well I was wondering if you if you would li-"

"I would love to spend the night with you." He says blushing. I know I'm blushing not from the fact I just made an absolute fool of myself for being so awkward but because he said yes. He actually said yes. He walks out of my room and I'm very confused. I thought he said he would stay. About 5 minutes later he walks back in his pjs. I sigh and smile at him.

"What though I ditched ya?" He says a smug look on his face.

"Pffft no of course not." I say obviously lying. He laughs and crawls in next to me. We both roll on our sides facing away from one and other. I begin to drift off when I feel a pair of tiny arms wrap around my waist. I roll over to see Gabe looking at me nervously.

"I just thought th-" I stop him by pressing my lips with his.

"It's fine." I say wrapping my giant arms around his tiny frame. I close my eyes and slowly fall into a great sleep.

Dean'sPOV
I rub my tiered eyes and slowly make my way to the kitchen. I walk in to see Cas sitting there staring at the toaster. What is he doing?

"Umm what you doing there Cas?" I ask looking at him suspiciously. He puts his finger up and shushes me I look at the table and see Sam and Gabe trying so hard not to laugh. I walk over to them and take a seat.

"What are you two up to?"

"We told Cas to watch closely to what happens when you put bread in the toaster." Sam says giggling like a school girl. Oh no Cas has never used a toaster before. As I'm about to tell Cas to move away the toast pops up and I hear a scream. No it can't even be called that it was more like a demonic screech. I look to see Cas laying in the floor hand over his heart. I bend down to help him up he just pushes me away and storms out of the room. I look at the boys and see the guilty looks they both have on there faces.

"Good going guys" I walk out to find Cas and check on him. I walk up to his door and knock.

"Cas it's me can I come in?" I say calmly. No response. I try to open the door and see that it's locked. I sight and try again.

"Cas come on please let me in, Sam and Gabriel we're just messing around they didn't mean to upset you, just please let me in." I hear some shuffling around the room before I hear the click of the lock. I wait a couple of seconds before pushing the door open. I look to see a human shaped figure under the blankets. I slide into the bed and bring myself under the covers. I put my flash light on my phone and what I see broke my heart. He was crying like full on sobbing. Over a toaster.

"Hey hey Cas it's ok it was just a toaster it's not going to hurt you." He just scoffs and looks at me his eyes glistening with new tears.

"I know Dean that's not what I'm upset about." He says looking down sadly.

"Well what is it then?"

"I'm not good at this Dean." He exclaims coming out from under the covers I bring my phone up with me and put it between us.

"Good at what Cas?"

"Living, life, being a human. It's so hard I don't know how you can do this every day, I forget to urinate I forget to eat. There's so many essential things that I forget to do and it's to much for me to handle Dean. I don't know how to life." He says new tears flowing from his sad eyes. I snigger at the last part and pull his face up so he's looking at me.

"Castiel I can tell you now your not the only one who feels like that, me and Sam fell like that all the time. But to go from being this powerful being who didn't have to worry about anything, to going to someone who has to worry about every little thing can have a big effect on someone, so don't worry because we're all here to help you through it, Sam, Gabriel, hell even Charlie. But most importantly you have me." I finish my rant and take a deep breath I feel fingers brush against my cheeks, when did I start crying. He brings his lips to mine and omg it's amazing we kiss so passionately it's amazing. He rolls on top of me and takes in my body. Well never been down here before, and not going to lie I kinda like it. Cas looks at me and smiles he smashes his lips to mine and we continue to have a full blown make out sesh. He begins unbuttoning my shirt until he gives up and rips it off. I do the same to him. He goes for my trousers and hovers his hand above the buttons. He looks at me almost scared.

"Cas we don't have to do this if your not ready." He thinks for a moment before saying

"I'm ready"

Hey guys it's me I was just wondering how many of you would like me to write smut or not. Now It may not be amazing but I will try my beast leave a comment on what you want. Xx
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