Son of a bitch

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Dean'sPOV:
Once I left Sam's room and got my blush under control I went back in my room and see Cas sitting on my bed ready to go, he looks up at me and smiles.

"You ready?" I ask as I extend my hand.

"Of course" he replies tightly interlocking our hands together. We go to Sam's car and begin the drive. It's been silent for about 10 minutes before Cas breaks it.

"We're are we going." He asks hand still tightly locked with mine.

"Well I wanted to make your last day memorable so I thought what better then to get you drunk." I say smiling giving his hand a little squeeze. He looks a bit scared but nods anyway. I wonder what drunk Cas is like. Is he a light weight. Is he a flirty drunk. Is he an angry drunk. Who knows. Well I will very very soon. We pull up to Ellen's bar and make our way inside.

"Hey Ellen" I greet going over to give her a hug. She smiles at the sound of my voice and runs straight over giving me a tight squeeze.

"Hey honey I'm glad you didn't leave it too long this time." She says giving me a smile she looks to Cas and embraces him just as she did to me.

"Hey Ellen how are you" Cas asks like the polite man he is.

"Aww I'm doing alright sweetheart how are you" Cas frowns at the question and Ellen looks confused, before Cas could answer were cut off by a loud screech. I look over just in town to catch the thing that flung its self at me. I tumble backwards and fall flat on my back, I groan as I sit up to see Jo on top of me smiling, as soon as I saw it was here I returned the hug with a big smile on my face. We get up and she starts bombarding me with questions. I look to Cas talking with Ellen smiling and just overall looking happy. I can see Jo frown as she realises I'm not listening, she follows my eyes to Cas and a shock of realisation spreads across her face. She grabs my arm and pulls me behind the bar and round the back.

"You like Cas !!!" She whisper shouts.

"Well I hope I like him because he is my boyfriend." I say blushing at how I really liked calling him my boyfriend out loud. She looks dumbfound before she just nods her head and walks off smiling. Oh God this isn't going to end well.

I was right. Well I'm always right but this time I was really right. Jo had the brilliant idea to get Cas drunk. Now I know I know that that was my original plan but I was only going to get him tipsy but it turns out human Cas is a huge lightweight. Shit. What am I gonna do he's currently dancing on the tables with Jo and some other people who had arrived during the day. I'm just sitting nursing my water because you know never drink and drive, when I look up to see Cas smiling at me he jumps (falls) off the table and makes his way over to me.

"Deany" that's new.

"Yes?"

"Will you come sing with me pwease" he hiccups and gives me a sloppy smile.

"Cas I-I don really do that."

"Oh pwease Dee I really wanna sing with you." He says giving me his best puppy eyes. Damn you Sam for teaching him that. I roll my eyes before caving in and grabbing his hand before going up to the empty stage. Now I would be lying if I said there wasn't a lot of people in here which made me feel extremely nervous, but hey I'm Dean friggen Winchester and nothing scares me. Except for this. Singing in front of people is what will bring me down. Cas looks at me before giving me a sloppy kiss. I hear a couple of awwws and ooos before the song starts (of course I had to add the clip above it's to fabulous not to) I look around before catching Ellen's eye, she's the only other sober person here and she smiles at me before nodding. I take a breath before singing.

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"Deannnnnnn you didn't tell me you could sing" Cas days tumbling over to me I laugh before steadying him he looks up at me and starts giggling.

"You know something Dean Winchester?"

"What?"

"You are the cutest being that God ever created."

"Well you Castiel are the cutest angel in the whole garrison." He smiles at me and brings me in for a kiss. It was calm and sweet but quickly turned desperate and passionate. We were in the corner table were no one would disturb us which was great because I never wanted it to end. But unfortunately being human means you are required to breath. We pull a part and just stare at each other I'm about to bring him in for another kiss when Jo grabs him and takes him off somewhere I know not of. I shake my head and try to control my Umm my situation out.

When I finally found Cas again I decided it was time to go home because he was definitely going to regret this tomorrow. I place him in the car and start to drive at a steady pace because even tho this isn't baby Sam would still like one if there was puke everywhere. We finally pull up in the garage and I run round to help Cas out. He's smiling and giggling like a toddler and I can't help but smile back. I try to open the door but we ended up crashing through and I wince knowing that if Sam was asleep he definitely wasn't now. I make my way over to the sofa and see Sam and Gabe come into the living room.

"What the hell happened to him?" Gabe asks a little angry but very amused nonetheless.

"Well I wanted to make one of his last days human memorable as possible but that ended up with drinking and human Cas is a bit of a light wait."

"Excuse me I am not a light wait" Cas slurs out trying to stand up but failing miserably and falling back down.

"Alright buddy" as soon as I said that Cas looked like he was about to cry. Well he did cry because we're trying to figure out what's wrong.

"Hey Cassie what's wrong why are you crying?" Gabe asks as if he was talking to a child.

"Dean called me buddy" he pouts wiping his nose with the back of his hand.

"So he is isn't he?" Sam asks confused.

"Well yes but I'm not just his buddy I'm his boyfriend and now I feel like he doesn't like me like I like him." He rants on before anyone could get a word in he said something that no one expected.

"Hell I love him." Oh. Sam looks towards Me and I know there's a shocked look on my face but I don't care did he really just say he loves me. I try to hold back the tears so I know if I talk there would be no hope. The other two say nothing and that doesn't help Cas at all. 

"Do you not love me Dean?"

"Of course I do but I'm not going to say it to you until your sober and will remember." Cas just nods and stands up but as soon as he does he falls flat on me. Sam laughs but covers it up with a cough when he sees the look I shot his way.

"Well I'm gonna get him to bed no doubt he'll be sick tomorrow but that's tomorrow's problem." I sigh picking Cas up bridal style and walking off. We make it to my room and I place him on the bed he's already half asleep so I just strip him and make him as comfortable as possible. I get ready myself before laying down next to him. He rolls over and looks at me tears in his eyes.

"Hey what's the matter?" I ask carefully willing his eyes.

"Nothing I just I guess I'm sorry for saying what I said." He slurs the best he could.

"Hey don't worry about it just try get some sleep because you are going to be feeling a lot more sorry for yourself when you wake up." I chuckle. That made him crack a smile before nodding and sighing.

"Nighty night" he slurs our before going out like a light.

"Night my angel." Is the best I could manage before crashing myself.

Hey guys I'm so sorry I know I haven't updated in a long time and this probably isn't a good chapter to apologise with but hey it's here now so enjoy xx