Son of a bitch

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Dean'sPOV:
We get back to the hospital and I'm so ready for Gabe to fix me I bet Cas is to he looks so upset about being in a wheelchair.

"Get this thing off me" he demands wow I guess he can't wait.

"Calm down little bro" he reply's laughing he just receives a glare that shut him up. He goes over to him and takes the cast off before heading it Cas sigh in relief as he stands up and gets everything healed. Oo Oo my turn.

Once that's all over with me and Cas go into my room and just relax. He looks sad and angry that's all he's been these past few days.

"Are you ok" 

"Yeah I'm just tired I guess being in a car crash takes a lot out of you" I just huff out a laugh as he lays down and goes to sleep. I slowly get out of bed and go into the kitchen to see Sam and Gabe sitting there in silence.

"What's up?" Sam looks at me and smiles

"We may have found Cas's grace." What.

"What how?"

"Well we know Medatron has it and he's human I'm saying we just go beat the crap out of him."

"Gabe no" there's Sam being all adulty

"I was thinking we compromise with him"

"Compromise are you kidding Sammy it pains me to say this but I agree with Gabriel."

"Awww you really mean it Deany" I roll my eyes at him

"Hear me out so we tell him we can give him or get him whatever he wants but who says we actually have to get it for him."

"So we lie"

"We lie"

"Alright he's asleep right now but we can tell him in the morning." They agree and make there way to Sam's room I grab my drink and sit there thinking of all the ways this could go wrong but at this point I'm willing to try anything to make Cas happy again. I finish my beer and go back to bed I see Cas laying there still I go over and wrap my arms around him he immediately turns around and snuggles closer. I sigh and try to sleep with one thing on my mind. We may be able to get the old Cas back.

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"Morning" I say to Cas as he walks into the kitchen. Me Sam and Gabe are all waiting for him with a plate of food.

"Who died" omg he made a joke. I'm so proud. We all laugh but quickly become serious when he sits down.

"So we have some news for you" he indicates for us to continue.

"We may be able to get your grace back." He starts chocking on his food and I rush over and help him. He thanks me after I get him a drink he clears his throat water eyes and asks

"How"

We explain the plan well it's not much of one but it's something and he agrees willing to try anything to get his grace back. We all go off doing our own things and I'm in my room watching tv when I hear a knock on my door.

"Come in!" I look to see a timid looking Cas walk in.

"Hey what's up?" I say patting the spot next to me. He looks nervous

"Hey what's wrong?" He laughs and looks me dead in the eyes

"As much as I want my grace back I'm scared that if I do I won't be able to feel like I do at the moment that all this will go away and you won't love me anymore because I'll be just like everything else you hunt." He says a tear dropping from his eye

"You said you have liked me for a long time we're you lying"

"Well no but being human amplified it"

"So it doesn't matter you will still like me and I will still like you it doesn't matter that you'll be an angel look at Sam and Gabe I'll always have a problem with it because he's my little brother and I gotta look out for him but he trusts him right and I trust him so I don't care and yes I hunt monsters but you Cas you are no monster." He's now full on sobbing and I have a few tears that flow down. I don't think I've cried this much in a long time. I hear clapping and we both pull apart to see the two dimwits standing at the door crying.

"Dean that was beautiful I love you to" omg I grab a slipper and throw it at them I look to see Cas laughing as Gabe screams like a girl and Sam rolls his eyes before following after him.

"Hey Dean "

"Yeah?"

"Thank you thank you for everything"

"Don't worry about it"

"I was wondering if we could go on another date before everything happens."

"I would love that how about we go now"

"How are we going to get there your cars at Bobby's." My heart aches at the mention of baby

"We can take Sam's car I'm sure he won't mind"

"Ok" he smiles before going to get in the shower.

I'm going to make this as good for as I can. I hope it's enough.