MY NOT SO PERFECT PERFECT LIFE

Chapter eleven

I could hear the loud music from a distance as we pulled outside the enormous magnificent house. "Are you ready for this?"Jake asked a little concerned, "let's just hope I make it out of here my heart not broken"I sighed walking to the door.

Jake placed his hand on the small of my back and pulled me closer to him as Dyl and his friends approached us."bestie you came!"exclaimed Annie hugging me and I smiled at her.

We walked in and as soon as Dyl left I asked Jake to go find his gal friend. I went to the kitchen to grab a drink and took a large swing on it at once. I needed something to keep my mind of him and those whores throwing themselves at him.

"Did your boy just ditch you for your friend?"came a voice behind me, "I don't think it's any of your business what my boyfriend and I decide to do,"I said and walked out.

His fingers circled around my elbow as he pulled me to him my back smashing of his muscular chest. "Let me go!"I said through my teeth  my breath caught up in my throat my heart beating loudly in my chest.

He slowly inched his head close to my ear and whispered gently, "I know you want me as much as I you so stop fight this and let me love you Cia." "In your dream you idiot, in your dream, "I said pushing him away from me and run out as he stumbled on the floor.

I went on the made up  dance  floor and allowed the music to take me off for a while as I shook my hips seductively to the tune. A pair of hands snaked around my waist and he quickly told me that he was watching us. He turned me to him and did that fake kiss thing we did whenever Dyl watched us. I didn't miss the hurt in his eyes as he stormed out of the room.

I followed him and wish I hadn't when he spun some random gal and kissed her so hot and hungrily that my stomach clenched in pain. I didn't want to see that I didn't want to be here in the first place. It was already midnight but Jake and Tasha were enjoying themselves it would feel really bad to separate them. I took off and walked down the lonely path that led me home until a cab showed up and I was driven home.

I cuddled under my warm sheets and wailed my eyes out until sleep took over. My heart had felt so small, vulnerable and so weak from seeing him kiss her like that. I mean I am the one his is supposed to be kissing like that not some good for nothing bitch.

Something I was sure of was that I would not set my feet at work on Monday even if he is was to drag me there himself coz I didn't think I could look at him without the images of him and that gal clouding all my thoughts.
I stayed at home the rest of my weekend and told my parents not to let anyone in, I just wanted to be alone for  a while so I told them and clocked my door.

"Where the hell are you?"shouted a distressed Mike when I picked his call, "gal you better get you sweet ass here coz I can stand him right now, God what did you do to him? I  swear I'll kick him in the rear end if he doesn't stop asking me to beg you to come to work," "I am not coming so get used to it buddy and tell him I called on sick I'll be coming back on Thursday."

No no no, Kate don't do that coz that will be the death of me "he whined, "sorry buddy can't change my plans love ya!"I laughed and hung up before he could protest. for some reason I was so mad at him for kissing that gal even if I pushed him on doing it, damn it's so hard to make him jealous when he is so hot and can make a gal melt in seconds.