MY NOT SO PERFECT PERFECT LIFE

Chapter twelve

   DYLAN'S POV

"Fuck fuck fuck,"I cursed hitting my pillow it has been two good fucking weeks since the party and she has been avoiding me throughout. I felt bad when I was told she saw me kiss that gal, fuck I don't even know her name.
I have attended almost ten meetings and business deals without her, yeah I made some huge success but without her beside me as I signed the contracts sucked.

I have not gone to the office early coz I was scared of facing her after all that but I had to go. I quickly dressed up and took my car keys from my desk."you know you are do stupid,"Annie said standing in my way.

"Move Annie I have to go to work,"I tried to move around her but she moved. "What exactly is your problem today?" "My problem is that you are an idiot, you can't even fight for the woman you love but you won't leave her alone."she shouted

"What do you want me to do?" "Fight for her you fool and if you can't then let her go and move on, "she moved in my way and walked off. She was right I either have to fight for her or let her go, I am sure about the first one but not sure about the second.

I wasn't going to work because I had a meeting or something, I just wanted to see her and talk to her if she would let me. I pulled outside the building and got out letting out a long breathe I didn't know I was holding and walked in. "Hey Mike can you come in my office for a sec? " "sure sir, "he said and stood to follow me.

"Did she come?"I asked him the moment we walked in my office, "yeah, she is in her office, "he smiled at me. "Will she even talk to me?"I was so sick of hiding my feelings and i can't take it anymore. "I love her you know, but I can't even tell her that because I have been a jerk and so scared that she doesn't feel the same way."he just listened to me until and looked up at him.

"Just talk to her you won't know what she feels or think until you tell her how you feel about her, "he was quiet for a while and silence swallowed the entire room.

"I don't deserve her at all, she deserves someone better than me, someone who will love and cherish her and that person is not me, she deserves more than I can give her Mike,"I whispered. "I think she is the one to decide on that sir,"he stated.

"She knows what she wants and know who will or will not make her happy, so just try and prove to her that she can trust you gain, that she can let you in gain, "he advice's and came beside me pulling me out of my chair. "Go make my friend fall in love with you again and stop  pitying yourself here, you will get old if you don't,"he laughed and left.

I knew I couldn't talk to her, I was so nervous you'd think I was going to tell a gal how u felt for the first time. I don't know but I still got a little nervous when around her, I can believe she still had such power over me but she couldn't just see it. "She hates you idiot, what do you think?my inner self shouted at me.

I don't know how you will think of this chapter coz I was really confused when I wrote it. Do you guys think Dylan should tell Cia how he feels?
Well I don't know but you guys can give me a hint.

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