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chapter: cake

You and Beomgyu stand in front of each other, just staring.

"The sickbay..." Beomgyu said looking behind you at the sickbays door.

"Huh?" you say blank, turning around to the sickbay also.

"You came out of there...why?" he asked, turning his attention immediately back to you.

You know he didn't need to know, none-the-less should he be asking when you two have just approached each other since then.

"Nothing so serious to worry yourself with," you reply, obtaining the heart-broken feeling of being suddenly afraid of your own first love after that traumatizing event earlier today.

"I have to go," you say walking passed him flustered and startled.

"Hey," he says grabbing your arm as you quickly pull away and step back with fear.

"What?" you say alarmed as he stares at you with a clear shocked expression.

"Did I do something wrong?..." he asks also upset from your sudden reaction that's now too obvious to act like it never happened.

"No, you did nothing wrong, I just- I have to go," you respond already walking away as you tuck your head and arms inside your coat.

Trying to stay strong and avoiding the incident that did happen wasn't making you feel safe at all, in fact, you ditched school and walked to your favourite cake shop, with no men or boys in sight. Only the fresh scent of women and sweet icing that spread throughout the whole store.

 "Thank you so much," you say to the waitress with a large smile as she lays a perfect square cake in front of you. It has bright pink icing on top with white edible stars on top.

"Yummy!" you say already cutting your fork through the delicious cake.

"Only you can make me feel better, cake," you say to the invisible cake on your plate that's already in your stomach.

"Should I order 1 more...?" you hesitate, biting your tongue as you've noticed how much weight you've been gaining.

"Hm, whatever. Can I please have another one!" you yell as everyone smiles at you who is also happy in this delightful moment.

"Where are you?" the text sent by Lala said as you responded with, "I'm going home, feeling a bit sick..."

As the waitress once again arrives with your perfect square cake, you begin to think about Beomgyu. He's grown so much, he even died his hair. He suits blonde though...handsome. You've thought about what life would be if Beomgyu never left, unfortunately, the real ending was always different to yours.

"I shouldn't have reacted like that, especially to Beomgyu," you thought suddenly putting your fork down and losing the appetite of light sweetness you've been craving for months.

"I'll go home I think, I've had enough of today already,"

You leave the cake shop with your bag feeling heavier than usual considering you've never carried this much school supplies before. I should help mum with the chicken store, you say to yourself walking towards the bus stop close-by.

You check the bus route and the next bus arrives in 15 minutes. 

"Okay Y/N!" you scream to yourself with a forced smile.

"It's not like I'm the victim of the worst thing on earth, there are people that are probably going through worse right now, I shouldn't be complaining. It was just a senior playing around," you nod as you persuade yourself that today isn't a bad day, it can still be good. "Don't be discouraged to live your life, you should live your life! What happened today doesn't affect me at all!"

"That's great!" said the same voice you heard this morning. For the thousandth time today, you jump with fright and look to your side as you see Soobin sitting against the bus stop walls with his eyes closed. 

"Wh...how?...why?..." you mumble over and over as Soobin approaches you in his school uniform also. 

"What am I doing here? How did I get here? Why am I here?" he said asking all the questions you wanted to ask him.

"I saw you jump the gate behind the P.E shed, I didn't think you'd be the rebellious type, but then again, you had your reasons. I just wanted to make sure you were okay and with the way you were encouraging yourself, it seems you're handling it well," he says with a giggle.

"But are you okay?" he asks sitting next to you with his hands on his knees.

"Why did you follow me?" you ask as you begin to feel unsafe once again.

"I told you, I wanted to see if you were okay," he says again, staring at you with clear expressions.

"Why?" you say again feeling unsettled.

"I-I just told you why," Soobin says again looking at you with innocent eyes in confusion.

"I didn't ask you to worry about me or my feelings, you had no right to follow me just to ask me if I'm okay! Why do you always butt in? You're everywhere and it's not making me feel any safer than before! Just leave me alone!" you scream as the bus appears in front of you both.

You step into the bus while he doesn't follow after you and leave him sitting at the bus stop in chaos.

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Stepping off the bus, you suddenly feel guilty about yelling at Soobin and start to tear up. "Why is the first day of my senior year this bad? Will the rest of the year be like this?" you think to yourself as a car beeps behind you making you turn around instantly.

"You! Turn around!"

"Shit," "It's the Vice Head Master,"

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