Eternity

Chapter 4

Lexa

"I'm tired already love.." Costia whispered but I couldn't seem to concentrate as I saw Clark dancing with the rest of the Royals. She used to be shy and tends to move out of the way from the crowd. But now.. She really changed. The way she spoke and interacted with others showed confidence. Since she took over their Kingdom, Arkadia almost beat my kingdom's economy in just on her 3rd year of ruling. I never doubted her skills in terms of leadership, she's indeed a great Leader. She had my heart but she chose to break it into pieces...

Flashback

"what's going on.." i said to the soldiers. They were all startled to see me. I intend to not announce my presence in order to surprise my wife. I visited her in Arkadia for i longed for her presence and I miss her so damn much. The soldiers seemed uneasy and seemed hiding something from me. I gave them a deadly gaze that could make them shiver. Sweat began to form on their foreheads then they gulped hard. I signalled my guards to search them and they immediately complied. The Arkadian soldiers are no match for my warriors so they submitted in defeat. My guard hand over pictures as I flip them one by one I felt my heart stop beating, my knees felt weak and I didn't even notice my tears. That picture broke my heart.. That picture took away my light.. Took away my life.. It was Clark and Bellamy the commander in Arkadia. She was naked in bed while Bellamy was on top of her. She seemed to love his touch because there was no struggle reflected in her beautiful face. I composed myself then told the guards "the princess should not know that I went here and knew about this.." while tearing the pictures piece by piece. "are we clear?" i said in deadly tone. "Yes your majesty" they respond in unison while bowing. I walked fast and immediately boarded my car. My guards moved in haste. As I arrived at my Chambers I trashed everything that I could find. No one dared to interrupt me except Anya.. Stubborn Anya.. I couldn't help but told her everything. I cried and I never felt so weak in my whole life all because of love.

"Love.." soft hands caressed my face drawing me back to reality. I look at those brown orbs who saved me from darkness. I smiled sweetly then said "Come let us retire.." i stood up then held her hand. I did not dare turned to her, I just lead my wife towards our Chambers. The guards bowed to us as we passed by. "the Queen of Arkadia..was really loved by the people even the Royals.." Costia suddenly commented. "so it seemed." i gave her a short response not getting this topic any further. "Lexa.. I love you.." she said. I stopped and faced her. I caressed her face and see fear in those eyes. "I love you too.. You don't have to feel threaten in her presence.. You have my heart now.. She was just a chapter in my life while you are my whole life love." i assured her and I saw those beautiful smile once again. I wouldnt ask for more.

Anya

"Heyyyy I think that's enough!!" i said while grabbing Clark's bottle and Luna's. "boohhooo Anya you are getting oldddd" Luna said. I heard Clark hiccuped and giggled. "God you guys are all drunk." i commented while helping Luna walked to her Chambers. Octavia assisted Clark who struggled to balance. "I told you not to drink too much.." she whispered to Clark. "I'm sorry Octavia I just couldn't help it.. It just hurts.." Clark answered and fell on the floor. I heard her sob which made luna straighten up and me stunned. Wait could it be.. "i thought I'm done with this phase already.." she whispered to herself. "I'm so stupid.." Then she began to slap herself. "hey! Hey! Hey! Stop that!" i said as I kneeled down and held her arm. "see that's why I told you not too drink too much.." Octavia said. "Clark.." i called her name then she turned to me with tears in her eyes. All I could see pain in that blue pools of hers. "You must think im pathetic.." she said while sadly smiled. "no.. That's not it.." i said. "we could never thought of that.." luna commented. "i.. I don't know why it still hurts.. Its been years already.. But she still invaded my mind like a ghost.. Seeing her with Costia living happily made me realize how stupid I am to hold on to her memory...I hate myself!!! I hate it!!! I wish someone will just erase my memories that could have been easier.... "she sobbed in pain. I look at Octavia and she just looked down." is she always like this.. "i said half whispered." you have no idea.. "she answered. I heard luna heavily sighed then sat at Clark's side." Don't worry princess you still have us..you still have people who loved you.. "luna said comforting Clark. I'm so glad that everyone retired already and soldiers are now outside guarding the palace. It would be hard to cover a vulnerable princess." i.. I want my baby back... "Clark said in between sobs." wait what? "i asked in shocked." God Clark you're gonna regret this tomorrow I swear!!! "Octavia said shaking her." wait.. What does she mean by that.. "i asked in curiosity." i want my baby back... "she repeatedly said." Octavia" Luna said in warning tone. Octavia seemed in panic and gulped hard, she heavily sighed knowing that she has no escape from this."the day she found out about Costia and Lexa.. And Lexa broke off their marriege.. Clark also lost the baby..."she answered in sadness. I heard Clark cried hysterically. Luna gasp. And I just stared at her stunned at the news. It seemed my brain forgot to function and my lungs stopped working." Their loved finally made an offspring.. She was so excited to tell Lexa all about it.. I was there when Nyoko said she was pregnant.. And the Aura belonged to Lexa.. It would have been mini Lexa.."Octavia said in tears. I lost all words and just hugged Clark tight. I too shed tears even Luna. We didn't know how she suffered in the past for she already moved out of the palace as soon as Lexa broke off the marriage. Everything was in chaos back then I wasn't able to talk to her or had a chance to confront her. Both parties were hysterical. The parents of Clark and Lexa's. The whole kingdom was left with a broken heart and felt pain. I carried Clark towards her designated rest house. We all walked in silence and Clark fell into deep sleep due to crying. As I laid her down in bed I sighed heavily while sitting on the chair near her. It was too much to process. "does Lexa.." Octavia immediately cut me off. "She wouldn't even tell a living soul if she's at her right mind.. Only me and Nyoko knew.. Even her parents doesn't know it. She's still protecting Lexa through it all.." i scrunched my brows trying to connect each pieces. It doesn't seem to much. "Octavia I want you to be honest with me.. Did Clarke had an affair?" i asked her in serious tone. "that would never happen Anya you know how she loved Lexa.. You can even see it now.. You all witnessed it.."Octavia answered." yes I know but.. My side of the story doesn't seem to match yours... "I said while deeply in thought. Hmm.. Something is definitely not right.