Severus Snape Love Story, IYA'S ADVENTURE

Part 35 - SATRINAH POV -

-SATRINAH POV -

Many weeks  had passed,the  Beauxbatons  and the durmstrang
Students  just came a week ago.
I was sitting here in the hufflepuff table, I still can't control my power,
And voldermort is still controlling me any time he wants, when ever I wanted to hug and talk and go to iya
Voldermort controlled me to be
Bad and cold to her and sometimes murder her. That's why I'm afraid to
Get close to her. She will be killed in my own hands..

AND NOW IT'S TIME FOR ANNOUNCING THE WINNERS!!!! "
albus yelled out. I snapped out of my thoughts when he yelled, I just remembered that today they will announced it. I secretly glance at iya
And I saw her looking at the goblet of fire seriously and hopefully. I looked away and Im confused why she's eager. I just shrugged it off and listened.

Viktor krum!!!!"
Albus yelled, he said something more and congratulate him and he says another name and explained more and blah blah blah, I got bored so I just grabbed my drink and I slowly drink it.

IYA CHIKA RAVEN!!!"
I spit my drink out of my mouth in surprise. I looked at iya and I saw a joy in her eyes. They all clapped except for me, cause there is a chance that you could die in the game . I just saw her come up and albus congratulated her. And she's off where ever the winner would go.

OKAY now we -
Albus didn't finished his sentence cause another paper flew out from the fire. Albus caught it and he had shocked expression.
Harry Potter " he whispered.
Harry Potter!!!!!" he now yelled and I saw hermoine nudged Harry to come up, Harry nervously stands up. Everyone was silence. And I saw the teacher's argued more, I had enough of the events so I left early and I slept in my room.

THE NEXT DAY. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I was in my room sitting on the floor and I was hugging my knees. I felt
That I'm losing control. I was so afraid
And terrified and lost. I don't know what to do. And good thing today is Saturday. I looked up slowly and I saw my room is beginning to get dark cause of the shadow. I just cried silently. After a few minutes my power is now in my normal state
I had calmed down. I got up and I looked in the mirror, I saw how
Afraid I was and completely a mess.

Knock! Knock! *

Who is it?
I asked looking at my door. I just saw the shadow of the person from the other side of the door.

Satrinah...
I heard IYA'S voice. I widen my eyes.
I didn't respond I just clenched my fist.

Maybe she's not here. "
I heard the other girl said from the outside. I leaned my head in the door
And I heard iya sighed and I heard her footsteps fading away.

If only...iya..
If only I can control this..
I only can get you hurt if you stayed beside me."
I whispered to myself as I slid down to the floor sobbing silently. After I cried I decided to go out. I walked through the corridor, and I saw Harry alone sitting in the courtyard, I walked over to him and sat next to him.

Hey...
I said.

Hey..
He said quietly.

What's wrong?
I asked.

Nothing.. Ron is being a jerk.
He said. I just nod cause I understand he's situation.

How about you? Your acting weird..
Your ignoring iya.. "
He said. And looked at me confused.

I just....... Its umm.. Please not now.
I can't talk about it.
I said. He just looked at me with raise eyebrow.

*sighs* fine.. Iya missed you, you know. And see you later I gotta go."
He said and left.

Why of all people that it had to be iya that I have to avoid."
I muttered angrily.

Oh I'm not asking you to avoid iya, you could just go to her now. "
Voldermort speaked in my head.

I know what your planning,
You want me to get close to her so you will control me and kill her!"
I said in my head angrily. He just chuckled at my words.

Smart girl. see you soon. "
He said and left. I got terrified just talking to him. I'm surprised I acted brave. I feel my fingers are trembling in fear so I ran back to my room and I locked it and I saw my room turned pure black. I just kneeled to the ground as I felt that I'm losing control.
So I passed out on the floor.

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I woke up suddenly and I saw that my room is back to normal and I saw a
Braided haired girl in front of me.
I just looked around more and I saw that I'm in my bed.

Oh your awake.. I saw you laying on the floor unconscious and its now 8 pm . "
She said.

Oh thanks..
I said and breathed in relief cause she didn't saw the way my room turned black.

Im faye Jane Abanilla."
She said.

I'm satrinah Olla. "
I said. She nods and she left me to rest. I stand up and I locked the door.

Knock knock knock!

I just tilt my head in confusion, who would knock at this kind of hour.

( AUTHORS NOTE : I LIKE DISNEY SO I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND THAT I'LL PUT SOME SONG THAT CAME FROM DISNEY MOVIES ***OK NOW BACK TO THE STORY.)

Satrinah, please I know you're in there
People are asking where you've been
They say, "have courage" and I'm trying to
I'm right out here for you
Just let me in....

We only have each other.
It's just you and me..
Why are you being cold?

I heard her sing.. I didn't respond
I just lay my back on the door while sitting on the floor. That was my favorite part of the song.. She knew I liked that movie and she knew I liked that part. But I didn't know that she would sing it in this kind of situation.
I heard her slid down to the floor.

Please satrinah.... ""
She whispered. I just stayed quiet and finally she left. I just stand up and plopped on the bed..

Iya I'm afraid.... I'm sorry... "
I whispered and I finally slept.