As we sat in the bedroom all I could think about was Val. Flashes before my eyes of her crying and hurt when she finds out what I done. It was eating me up. I can't do this to her. I just can't. Clarissa climbed on top of me and started kissing down my neck and making her way down. The guilt was eating me up so bad I wasn't even on hard for her. She undid my pants and saw that I was not hard. My face expression wasn't even into it. She stopped and looked at me. I can tell she was confused and upset.
"What is this? Why aren't you hard? Don't you think I'm beautiful? Am I not worth the fuck?"
"It's not you. It's me. I can't do this to my girl. I love her and I'm in love with her. And doing this with you is not what I'm about to do. I'm sorry. Get up. I got to go. If you don't want to give me the information fine. Dave can get that the best way he can. But it want be at the expense of me cheating on my girl."
Ghost pushed her off of him and fixed his clothes. He walked to the door and looked back.
"I'm sorry. I'm sure it's someone out there who will love to make love to you. Unfortunately it's not me. Now if you want to holla at me bout business and those files hit me up. Other than that don't."
He opened the door and walked towards the living room. Right as he was about to grab the door to leave she ran to him.
"Wait!" She yelled.
Ghost turns around and face her with his arm cross his chest. He stood there looking at her with a confused look on his face.
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"What is it?" He said to her as he looked at her leaning on the chair.
"Fine. I'll give it to you. I've never had no one to do me this way. I respect you for that. Your girl is lucky to have a man like you. I wished someone loved me like that." She said as fresh tears fell down her face.
"Don't cry. You are a beautiful woman. And I'm sure there is someone that will love you the way that I love Val."
"That's her name?"
"Yeah. That's her name. Valerie."
"Hmm. Well give me a second and I'll be right back with the files."
Ghost went back and sat down. He went through his phone and texted Valerie.
Ghost: I'll running behind but I'll be home shortly after I get this file.
Valerie: Ok baby. See you in a few.
He put his phone back in his pocket and waited for her to come back. He sat for a few minutes and she came back with the files. She sat next to him and handed him the files. He took them and looked through them. He couldn't believe the stuff he was reading. He looked at her and back at the file.
"Are these files real?"
"As a heart attack."
"Wait a damn minute. So you saying these files are real then that mean.."
"Yep you guessed it."
"Look I got to go. Thanks for this."
Ghost grabbed the files and headed for the door. He grabbed the knob and she still stopped him.
"Wait Ghost please." She said to him.
He turned around once again and looked at her sighing hard.
"Yes?" He said aggravated.
"Can you at least hug me?"
He really didn't want to but he walked over and wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and laid her head down in his chest. He felt water hitting his chest as she hugged him. He rolled his eyes and looked down at her. Placing his chin on her head her begin to talk to her.
"Don't cry. Please. You will find someone." He said pulling her away from him.
"Now that you know the secret what are you gonna do?"
"I don't know. This is some hard shit. Let me think on this and I will call you later. And I'm sorry for what happened."
"No need to be. It's over and done now. I'm just trying to move forward."
"I get that. Listen if you ever need a friend to talk to I'm here for you. But nothing more Aight." He said to her.
"Thank you."
"Take care of yourself." He said as he walked away this time.
As soon as he got to the door he felt a pain shoot through his body. He hit the floor and held his side.
"What the fuck?" He yelled out.
"I'm sorry. I can't let you leave like this."
"What the fuck you mean? I didn't do shit to you."
"But you did. You looked over me all those years. You probably don't even remember who I was do you?"
"What the fuck are you talking about. I don't know you."
"Oh but you do. I didn't look like this back then. You use to tease me and all when you was with her. She got all the attention. And all I ever got was the picking and name calling."
"Look I don't know what you are talking about."
"Stop trying me! You know exactly what I'm talking about! Think back."
Ghost tried his hardest to think back when he dated Drika. He went though all the memories he could remember and then it hit him. There was another girl.
"Wait the only girl I remember back then name was.."
He was cut off by Clarissa and she said the name for him.
"Charity? Is that the name you want to say?"
"Yeah but she didn't look like you."
"I know cause I had work done to me. But it's me. Hello Lance."
"What the fuck? What are you doing here Charity? I thought they locked you up in the crazy house?"
"They did. And now I'm out. And I am back to claim what's mine."
"I was never yours. I was with Drika."
"Shut up! Don't mention her name in my sight."
And right when she was bout to do damage Drika walked in.
