haphephobia | j.jk

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Second Person POV

You and Jungkook had been messaging back and forth every day since you got together. It felt so surreal that you actually had a boyfriend, one that wanted to help you and actually respected your boundaries. You had both met up at your house a few times as well. He would bring round food for you from places that you hadn't been able to go to in years, mainly due to the fact that they didn't do deliveries. You were happier than you had been in a long, long time.

There was only one time where he had overstepped your boundaries. But, in his defense, he had gotten barely any sleep the night before. When you opened the door he went to hug you, causing you to jump away from him. His eyes had widened and he had apologised profusely, explaining how little sleep he had gotten and how clingy he got when he was tired. You forgave him and told him off for coming over instead of sleeping.

Time Skip

You and Jungkook had arranged to have a movie date at your house so you were cleaning the house a little to prepare. You were nervous yet excited. Today just felt different, you didn't know why but it just did. Jungkook had messaged you saying that he would be round as soon as he had brought snacks, which you protested about because you didn't want him spending all of his money on you. He had talked his way around you though, like he always did. Just as you had finished cleaning, you heard a knock on the door. You ran and opened it, letting Jungkook in.

You both settled down on the sofa and picked a movie between you. Your eyes were pretty much transfixed to the screen the entire time. You were just kind of feeling around for your snacks the whole time and just about getting them into your mouth. Jungkook, however, couldn't stop staring at you. He was completely bemused by how perfect you were. From your appearance all the way to your soul, you were completely and utterly perfect. The both of you were unconsciously edging closer to the middle of the sofa. When Jungkook realised this, me made sure to keep at least and inch between the two of you.

When the movie ended, you turned to look at Jungkook, smiling widely. You realised he was staring at you and got all shy at him. You mumbled something under your breath.

"What was that?" He asked.

"I said stop staring at me, you're making me all embarrassed..."

"Oh am I now?"

"Yes..."

He took a couple of breaths, before speaking again. "Y/n, look at me."

"But Jungkooooookkkkk..." You whined.

"Y/n..."

You begrudgingly lifted your head to meet his eyes, immediately getting lost in them. He inched his head closer little by little, obviously wanting to kiss you. You found yourself getting more and more excited the closer he got, until he was about an inch away from your lips. Panic flooded your body and your eyes widened as you pulled away as fast as you could. Jungkook's eyes snapped open as he sat back.

"I'm sorry, I just, I'm not ready yet. I want to, I really do, but everytime you get really near me all I can think of is 𝘩𝘪𝘮 and I know you're not 𝘩𝘪𝘮 but the memories come flooding back and I-"

"Shhhhh, it's okay. You don't need to explain yourself to me. I completely understand where you're coming from. If anything, it's my fault for pushing you too far. And, if it's any consolation, I wasn't going to move any closer than that. If it was going to happen I was going to let you take the final step. But I know that if I don't at least come near you and take you a little out of your comfort zone you're not gonna be able to overcome this." He smiled at you, trying to convey every emotion he was feeling towards you.

(A/n: I decided to keep this in the same format as it is on my Instagram so this is continued in the next part ^-^)