~抱きしめて~ Holding onto You

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Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away, and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

Indeed we have much taste. Indeed we are not together. If indeed we are destined to be together forever, love would not be where...I wrote your name in the sky, but clouds remove it. I wrote your name on the beach, but the waves remove it. So, I wrote your name in my heart So that nothing will be delete..

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Today, in the rehearsal room, the seiyuu from Utapri decided to take a break after a lot of draining their energy to sing on the stage. Miyano Mamoru, the voice of Ichinose Tokiya who is famous for his sexy and soft voice when singing is also a handsome and tall appearance busy playing with his phone when Suzumura Kenichi suddenly asked him, " hey, Mamo, did you seriously like Shouta-kun? " he asked and Miyano looked at him a little surprised but, nodded his head "Yes ... like that". Suzumura then chuckled "if you like Shouta-kun why don't you say it directly?" He asked again, Miyano's eyes widened a little "It's not that easy! If I say it Shouta will definitely be shocked and I don't want to see his reaction.

if indeed he did not accept my feelings, I am fine as long as I have said it and feel like the burden of my life has been lost .. " he explained. Aoi Shouta, who had just come out of the toilet, did not notice a cable lying on the floor, which made it trapped and would fall forward with her face first. Miyano saw it and firmly stood running to catch it but, his legs also stumbled and finally they both fell to the floor. " Mamo! " " Shouta, you guys alright?! " the other seiyuus said with worried.

Miyano groaned slightly in pain and opened his eyes slowly but then opened and grew shocked to find Shouta's face very close to him and ... they both kissed !! the others were shocked when they saw their position: Miyano was above Shouta and between his legs. their lips touched each other with a face that then turned red. Miyano frantically sat up "I-I'm sorry !!" He said he saw Shouta get up, close his mouth and then run out of the room "Shouta !!" He yelled out.

Shimono blinked in confused
" wow...that was escalated quickly "
He mumbled

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Miyano panted while holding onto his knees, he keep searching for Shouta but can't find him. " where..are you..? " he then keep running again and again finally, when he turn around he saw the younger man was standing near the exit door and he looks like he was trembling. " hahh..Shouta? " he called out and the younger seiyuu jolted, " ?! M-Miyano-san?! " he shocked but not turning around to face his senpai.
" Shouta..i'm sorry- "  " n-no, its okay, Miyano-san! I understand. " Shouta said with a forced smile when he finally turn around.

Miyano groan a bit, he knew it was an accident. He didn't mean to make the younger man upset. He try to explain it all but, his eyes just land on the soft lips that he got a taste earlier, he gulped and can't take it anymore. " Shouta! "
" y-yes?? " Shouta jolt and shocked when he gelt a hand cupped his cheeks " i'm sorry for this. " " eh?? ".

Shouta eyes widen when he brought their lips together. Miyano is kissing him! Shouta whimpered and he try to release himself by gripping his arms. " n-nnh!! " Miyano groan and kissed him deeper, holding onto Shoutan's waist hugging it tightly.

Shouta felt a tongue licking his lower lips asking for entrance. Shouta decided to closed his lips tightly. Miyano notice it, his hands goes to Shouta butt and grab them slightly make the younger man gasped and he take a chance to dive his tongue inside his mouth.

After a few moment, they pull away panting hard. Shouta face is really red, his breath heavy and his eyes misty. Miyano eyes widen and he let Shoutan go. " s-sorry..i can't control myself.." he apologised " w-we should be back or they will be worried. " he added and Shouta slowly nodded.
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After what happened, all the cast are doing a meeting with the staffs and the manager about Utapri project. Mamo who is focused on the paper he hold suddenly distracted by Shouta whose his right hand is going under him while his other hand gripping the paper. His face also red and he try to hold his voices in. ' what happen to him? ' Mamo decided to quietly make his pen fall down " ah, sorry my pen fall down " he excused and kneel down under the table then, his eyes widen seeing Shoutan rubbing his thighs together.

Mamo shake his head and take the pen amd quickly sat up again to continue listening to manager who is explaining things. He saw Morikubo whispered in Shoutan's ear but he could hear him perfectly " Hey, something's wrong? "

Shouta only shaked his head, " n-no.."

Mamo gulped. This is it...
He can't help it anymore.

A sound of footsteps and a loud bang came from the men restroom. Mamo has brought Shouta to one of the restroom and loudly close the door, locking it. Shouta panted gripping his own shirt as Mamo also panted he look down to the floor and then to Shouta, " seriously what..happen to you? " he asked.

Shouta only gulped and look down, " i-i don't know why but...after you k-kissed me, i feels hot and it hurts..! " he gripped his arms slightly, " I feel like..i-i want Miyano-san to make a mess out of Me! I want you to hold me!
Do whatever you want to Me! " he shouted as Mamo remained silent.

" b-but, Shouta its impossibl-!! "

" Please Miyano-san!! Hold me..! I beg of you! "

Mamo approached him and hold his shoulders " Shouta, look at me! "
He demand. " i-i don't want to do it because, i know i will only ended up hurt you and i'm sorry for making you in heat because i kiss you earlier..! " he said

" I-if you want to..i can do it but, sorry if i hurt you "
Shouta lips trembling " ..?! "
Mamo lightly push the younger siyuu againts the wall kissing him hardly while his hands goes through younger seiyuu's shirt. Shouta whimpered as he hold on onto Mamo shoulders

Mamo pull away from the kiss and now is nibbling on the soft pale skin
" M-Miyano-san..! " he winced when Mamo gently bite his neck.
Shoutan gasped when his belt was getting unbuckled and his zipper get opened " Shouta.." he heard his senpai whispered making him blush badly. His senpai really have a seductive voice.

Mamo hand gently pull down his kohai pants and the boxers off and let it hanging on Shoutan's right leg. " S-stop staring Miyano-san.! " Shouta said embarassingly as Mamo stared at his hardened member leaking with pre-cum.

" Nah, its okay, Shouta.." Miyano said softly and start deep throated him after he stroking it.
Shouta gasped loudly and he grip his Senpais hair not too tight " M-Miyano-san!! "
Shouta moaned out loudly then he covered his mouth. Miyano keep sucking him while holding onto his hips.

Shouta can't take it anymore and finally he cum inside his senpai mouth. " a-ahh! Miyano-san! " Mamo swallow all of it and pull away before lick the remaining cum.
Shouta panted heavily, he start to get sweaty and his eyes watery in pleasure, his legs getting weaker so he slid down the wall and sit on the floor.

Mamo groaned seeing this sight of Shouta and start to kissing his chest and neck " M-Miyano-san...ahh..! " he moan when a finger start to poking his hole.
Mamo almost forget something, he sat up and covered his own finger with the younger man cum before inserting it slowly.

Shouta eyes widen when the inside of him been stretched " Ah! " he close his eyes rightly and cover his mouth quickly when Mamo move his fingers around.
Mamo adds three fingers and keep pulling them in and out as Shoutan moaned into his own hand.
" Ah, sorry, i can't take it anymore..! " Mamo said before start to undressing himself, take off his pants and boxers. He also grab a condom and rip it with his teeth before putting it on.

He make Shouta sit on his lap, " w-wait, Miyano-san! " Shouta said in panic, Mamo only shushed him " shhh..its okay " Shouta trembled more when he felt the tip is poking him.

Miyano groaned when he push the head in slowly. Shouta eyes widen and he tightly close his eyes and his mouth. Tears start to forming on his eyes and run down his cheek.
It hurts. It hurts so much.

Miyano sighed and notice Shoutan tears " Neh, Shouta.." he whispered.

Shouta open his eyes and whined
" i-it..Hurts..! " Mamo nodded " i know..just relax okay? Relax your body or it will hurt you more. "

Mamo softly kiss Shoutan cheek and inside the restroom...only the two of them can enjoy it.

It's just the Beginning of the story between us...