The Truth Untold (Jimin FF)

Chapter 18

Jimin POV

As I stopped at an alley that seemed a bit disgusting and it had a few of stray dogs and cats as well.(not to mention kids,jkjk)

Too busy searching until I smelled smoke.I covered my nose with my palms. I really hate this smell tho.

Where the hell is Taehyung?Searching for him is like searching for beads in the dark.

Without paying any attention, I accidentally bumped into a guy.

"Sorry sir,I didn't see you there,", I bowed as an apology.

I stood back up and can't believe my own eyes.It was Tae.Smoking actually.

"Why the fuck are you smoking?!", I snatched the cigarette away from him and stepped on it to burn the fire out.

"Tch,what?",he glared and rolled his eyes at me. "Go away and leave me alone,".

"No. I wanna know what literally happened to you?", I asked with shocked towards his weird behavior.

"Go mind your own shit ,",he slides both of his hands into his pockets as he tries to avoid me.

"You're not going anywhere until you tell me what the fuck happened to you,", l grabbed his shirt.

He tried to slap my hand away but I dodge him and hold him even tighter.

"Ugh,",he lead out.

"What?You mad at me?,",I asked.  He kept quite.

"Say it already cowar-,"

"Would you please just shut up?!", he stared at me in the eyes as his tears started to flow down his cheeks.

He let out every single tear he could as he suddenly put his head on my shoulder with his hands still in his pocket.

I froze and slowly patted his back to make him feel a bit relieve.

Time skipped and we started to sit on the cold ground.We rested our backs against the wall.

Taehyung was ruffling his hair a lot. Stressed out .

"Can you please tell me what's wrong?,",I asked kinda tired to handle this whole crap.

He sighed.

"I just got a bit carried away,that's it,"

"A bit,"

"Okay maybe a lot",he said.

"I know you're mad at me,",I stated.

"No,",he denied.

"Yes,",I defended myself.

"No"

"Yes"

"No"

"Yesss"

"Okay fine. Yes a bit. No but yes?. I don't know!",he ruffled his hair again.

"Why are you mad at me then?", I asked.

"You think?"

"Eunjin?"

"Duhh"

"Look,I'm sorry okay?I know you like her even more then I—,"

"She won't except me ,",he said.

"It's not like that Tae-

"I'm tired okay ,I'm sorry I'm saying this but I'm tired af. It's no use for me chasing love that always ends up with badbyes,",he said.

I sighed.

"Sorry but maybe you need some time for yourself.Btw,are you still mad?",I asked.

"Yes but just a little bit I guess .Oh whatever. I don't care anymore,"

"Hmm"

"I'm sorry Jimin. I know I shouldn't budge in people's relationships. I should just realized that I'm gonna die alone at some point,".

"Will you just stop ? You're saying that you're always tired with all of this shit,well what about me?!",I shouted.

"Believe me , I tried . I fucking tried to balance my relationship with Yeri and Eunjin and then my friendship with you. I don't like any of us fighting just because of me so I tried to fix it hoping that our friendships with each other will be better than before,",I rested my head and stared up to the sky.

I face palmed myself and cried silently. I stopped for a few seconds and wiped my tears away.

"But then,this all I get,",I ended.

Tae tapped my shoulder.

I looked at him whose eyes were already swollen. He cried didn't he?

I rolled my eyes and said "What?,".

He came closer to me . "You should be happy because you've got a lot of people loving you even though they don't know your struggles,", he said.

I sighed in defeat.

"But I'm sure one day you'll meet someone that's perfect for you. Believe me,", I patted him.

He smiled weakly. "Thanks,Jimin,"

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                  ~end chapter 18~