Mine To Love (manxman)

4-Dream Lover

JEREMY

I pushed my way through the sea of bodies taking up space in the sitting area of the apartment and made my way to the kitchen for another drink. Today was Frankie's twentieth birthday and we were having a party in our apartment. Yes, our apartment. We'd decided to share a space while we were in college. Neither of us wanted to end up with some freak for a roommate if we stayed on campus.

I stopped short of the open kitchen area and pretended to find a piece of paper on our side table interesting as I listened in on the conversation taking place just behind me.

"He was like an animal. I swear my eyes literally rolled back in my head and I thought I was going to pass out. I knew his body would look good but, Jen you wouldn't believe how built he is. I mean he's not like body builder built, but he has a killer six pack and the most perfect ass." A sigh reached my ears as I listened to Frankie's latest girlfriend, Veronica, talking about him.

"What about his... you know?" This I assumed came from the mysterious Jen person that she was talking to.

"It isn't thick, but it is long and that man seriously knows what to do with it." I felt like a total perv listening in to their conversation, but I couldn't seem to stop myself. This was the closest I would ever get to finding out how he was in bed.

"Hey, man. What are you doing over here by yourself?" Mattie handed me a beer and I took a quick swallow before replying.

"Nothing. I was just trying to avoid the crush of bodies. I've had my ass groped by at least six different girls and the freaky part is that they all know I'm gay."

Mattie laughed clapped me on the shoulder. "Didn't you know, that just makes you a challenge for them. Hell, I'd nearly claim to be gay too if I thought it would get me laid more."

"You are one sad man." I told him. I jumped and let out an unmanly squeak when I felt yet another hand fondle my rear. I spun around, ready to give the person a piece of my mind but a warm pair of lips attached themselves to mine and silenced me.

My eyes fell closed and my arms automatically wound around his neck as I moulded my body to his and moaned.

"Gross, guys. Can't you do that in your bedroom." Mattie grumbled.

I chuckled into the kiss and pulled back slightly. "Shut up Mattie." I smiled over my shoulder at him before turning back to my boyfriend. "Hi, you're late." I accused.

Logan smiled down at me, the man easily towered over me at 6' 5". He was tall and gorgeous with amazing hazel coloured eyes and silken black locks that hung over his eyes when he bent down to kiss me. He was going to be my first.

I'd been dating him for almost two months now and he'd been very patient with me and my virginal status. He hadn't tried to pressure me into bed with him and he was sweeter than a piece of my mothers apple pie.

"Sorry, babe, I got caught to help Professor Miles mark some papers." He placed a kiss on my nose and took the beer can from my hand, swallowing down the last of the tepid liquid.

I watched his throat work as he swallowed and felt an urge to lick up one side of it and back down the other.

"Okay, well I'm out of here. If I have to watch you eye fuck Logan any longer then I'll end up puking." Mattie took off before I could reply, but his comment had put a sly grin on Logan's face.

"Were you eye fucking me?" His voice had deepened and he pulled me in close against him again.

"Maybe." I answered coyly. I let my fingers play over his chest through his thin cotton T-shirt. He felt so warm beneath my hands and he smelled positively edible.

Movement caught the corner of my eye and I turned in time to see Frankie and Veronica disappearing through his bedroom door.

I closed my eyes and rested my cheek against Logan. "Stay." I asked him. His arms tightened around me in response.

"Are you sure?" He sounded almost as nervous as I should be. But I wasn't nervous. I was determined to finally set myself free of Frankie. I needed this, I needed to move on. I'd tried to convince myself of that over the years but it was finally time to put it into action.

I stepped back, took Logan's hand in mine and led him to my bedroom. Once inside I locked the door and began to undress with shaking fingers. I was finally going to lose my virginity at nineteen.

FRANKIE

I dropped the slice of toast onto my plate and sucked my finger into my mouth to relieve the sting from burning it. "Stupid toaster." I grumbled. Once I'd split the scrambled eggs between both plates I went to pound on Jeremy's bedroom door. "Wake up sleeping beauty breakfast is getting cold." I heard a thump and giggling from inside the room. "You okay?"

More giggling. "Yes. Be right out." I shuffled back down the small corridor to the breakfast bar and loaded up a forkful of egg, it was halfway to my mouth when two semi naked bodies entered my line of vision.

"Hey, Frankie." Logan scratched his head and yawned.

"Sorry, I didn't know you'd stayed or I would have made more." I looked over to Jeremy and saw a bright blush staining his cheeks. I suppressed a laugh, it was about time he got laid.

"It's okay, he can share mine." Jeremy smiled up at Logan and waited for him to sit down before sitting in his lap. I quickly finished my breakfast and ran my plate under the tap. "I gotta run. The results for the last paper I handed in are finally out today. Have fun you two." I grabbed my messenger bag and left the apartment. They both deserved some space for their morning after antics and I didn't want to be a witness to them getting their freak on.

JEREMY

Logan took a shower while I cleaned up the kitchen and thought back to the night before. It hadn't been what I'd expected. Yes, I knew it was going to hurt the first time and that wasn't the problem. The problem was that I'd hated bottoming. I'd always thought that I would be a bottom, but I'd lost my erection and I just couldn't get into it. The second time around I'd topped and I'd loved it. Logan had seemed to love it too if the sounds he'd made were anything to go by.

"I have to go, babe. I'll ring you later and we can go out for dinner if you want." He kissed my neck and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"That sounds great. Can we go to an Indian restaurant?" I loved Indian food, the spicier the better.

"Sure we can." He kissed me again and pulled back. "Be ready for six thirty."

I waited until he left before I fell onto the sofa and let my head fall back. I'd had a dream last night about Frankie. He'd been in bed with me, both of us naked and aroused. He'd been pinning me down on the bed as he'd attacked my neck with his warm wet lips and tongue. My legs were bracketing his and he'd been pistoning in and out of my body. I'd moaned and cried out for him like I hadn't for Logan. I'd loved it. I'd felt my orgasm building, ready to explode through my system and then... nothing. I'd woken up unsatisfied.

I shook off the affects of the dream and looked around at the mess left in the living room from the night before. It was time for me to grab the black bags and clean. I didn't have a class for another hour.

For the next few months I continued to have those dreams of Frankie. It was almost a month later that Logan broke up with me. He said he couldn't stay with me when I obviously wanted someone else. When I questioned him about it he told me that I'd been calling out Frankie's name in my sleep. I felt like a total bastard for doing that to him, but I couldn't control my dreams.

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A/N: Sorry if there are any mistakes in this chapter but it's pretty late and I haven't got time to check it. If you find anything please let me know.

Happy reading :)