Zoe deleted her video the next day. The video that caused all of this. She received thousands of messages from her fans asking who I was and she couldn't explain it properly over twitter so she decided to make a video about it.
'Um Zoe?'
'Yeah?'
'Uh, do you mind if I'm in your video?' I asked.
'Not at all, but only if you're sure' she replied.
'I am. I want to tell my story. I don't care who sees it or what they say to me' I said confidently.
Zoe looked unsure but I gave her my best puppy dog eyes and she finally gave in.
'Ok. If you're sure'
I beamed at her happily. 'Let's get started then'
She laughed. 'Ok bossy'
I giggled and got out my phone. I sent a text to Anna.
To; Anna Banana
Hey. I'm about to film a video with Zoe :) ttyl! xxx
I got a reply minutes later.
From; Anna Banana
Who are you and what have you done with Cassie? ;)
I sent 'lol' back and put my phone away.
We finished filming the video in just under an hour and Zoe edited it while I went upstairs to write in my diary. The diary I wrote in was the fourth one I had written in, I had filled up the first three. I kept them all in a box under my bed where no one would find them. The first one is just filled with nonsense that I wrote when I first arrived at Zoe's, like story ideas and weird songs that I had wrote. The diary was a present from Zoe for me moving in. She said it was 'to document all of my fabulous adventures' I thought it was kind of sad at first but once I started writing, I got addicted to it. I never ran out of things to write about, even if it was just what I had for dinner. I took it everywhere with me.
The second one was full of all the secrets and jokes Anna and I shared. When we met, we immediately took a liking to each other. We liked the same bands and we both enjoyed reading teen fiction. We became best friends practically as soon as we met.
My third diary was filled with all of my depressing poems and thoughts about my bullies and losing Thomas. A lot of the middle pages have been ripped out and lost after I got really upset and angry. That was around the time I stopped going to school because I couldn't handle it anymore. Of course, I couldn't tell Zoe why I had to stop going or she would have got suspicious, so I lied to her. She's really health conscious so I told her that there was a flu virus going around. She didn't want me to catch it so she let me stay home. But after two weeks, she made me go back because she said I would be ok. I went back for a day and of course everyone bullied me for being away so long. I know, crazy right. I ditched school that day and went to the park instead. When I got back home, I pretended that the flu virus was still going around and that I had caught it. Zoe freaked out and made me stay off school for another month or so because she wanted to make sure I was healthy.
When I eventually got back to school, I had missed a lot of work and fallen way behind in my classes. It worked out quite well for me because while all the other students were doing their work, I got permission to go to the school library and work on the stuff that I had missed. It did go back to normal though, and it wasn't easy.
'It's finished!' Zoe shouted up the stairs.
I put away my diary and went downstairs.
A/N. Random filler chapter. I promise it will get better :)
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