what I go through

chapter 13

Kevin pov

Man I been blowing Bless up for a damn week now abd I've been lookin for her. I cant sleep at night or nothing.

"Kevin look we gon find her calm down." Shawn told me. I got my whole gang looking for her and they cant find her like what the fuck?!

"Baby im scared she aint called me. She might be hurt." Sasha said to shawn l. This shit crazy!

Bless pov

"Mommy im am so hungry. "

"Well baby what do you want?"

"Chicken. " yea so I haven't been home in a weeken and I know everybody going crazy but I dont care.

"Baby imma keep it real with you, you need to go home." I know my mom is right just not ready.

"Im not ready. "

"It dont matter you gon lose something good." My mom came in the living room with her keys and purse. "Come on." I got up wnd we left to my house.

"Mom."

"Bless go." I know Shawn and Sasha here cause her car is parked outside. I unlock the door and hear them talking. I walk in to view and kevin eyes wents wide.

"Bless omg!! Are you ok?" Sasha hugged me tight with the baby in her arms. I took the baby and cooed.

"Bless where have you been?" Kevin asked looking mad.

"Aww look at tt baby! Ok tt gotta talk to kevin." I said kissing Connie.

"Bless call me." Sasha said kissing me then leaving. Soon as they left kevin walked towards me.

"Bless what the fuck?"he yelled.

"Look I had to clear my mind. I heard you talkin to that hoe and I cant go through that shit again!" I yelled

" what hoe?"

" dont play dumb! You know. Shay. I heard you." He looked dumb af!

"Bless she us just a friend.  Im sorry you heard that. Baby you scared me. I thought sumin happened to you. Baby look I am sorry." I had tears running down my face. I dont know if I want to trust him on this. 

"Kevin promise me you wont hurt me." I told him.

"I promise baby." He pulled me into a hug and kissed me.

"Im sorry too for running. "

"Its ok."

"Let me go tell my mom she can go home." I walked out told her bye and went back in to my baby daddy!

"Can we cuddle?" I asked.

"Yes lets go." We went to our bed and it felt so goid to be under him. "Baby im going to meet my family in a few days and I want you to come." I told him.

"Alright when we leaving cause I gotta tell the school about it."

"Saturday and we wont be back until Tuesday. "

"Ok." We kissed and I went to sleep.

Saturday family time

"Mom we ready!" I yelled walking outside to her car. We were riding together to the airport then once we got to Atlanta we were gonna rent a car and follow my mom.

"Alright lets go."

In Atlanta

"Im so excited baby." I said to kevin.

"I bet. "

We pulled up to this big ass house filled with cars everywhere.

"Baby you ready?" My mom asked we walked up to her.

"Yes!" She grabbed my hand and we walked in the house. All I heard and saw were smiling faces and baby we missed you come give me a hug. I started crying because I finally have a family.

"Baby come meet yo granny." My mom pulled me in the kitchen and there stood a beautiful tall women with blond hair like mine. She had tears in her eyes. "Give me a hug baby! Im so glad you're ok and alive. We have so much catching up to do." She hugged me tight and I could feel nothing but love.

Later.

"Babe today was fun." We just put are bags and stuff up in our room and now we chilling.  We decided to stay at my granny house with my mom and her husband across the hall.

"Yea it was. Im glad you got to see all yo family. " he kissed me and I instantly got turned on but im not doing that here.  Lol.

"I know but lets go to sleep." He turned out tge lights and off to sleep we were.

I woke having to pee really bad. Its like three in the morning uhhh!!. I got up and went to the bathroom down the hall. I was peeing abd this guy I saw earlier at our gathering came in.

"Im in here." I said and he didnt leavr. Im scared as hell.

"I've been watching you all damn day waiting for a good time to get you.' I started looking around for stuff to hir him with.

"Aint shit in here so stop looking and if you stream you're dead and that baby." I stayed quiet. I cant lose my baby. He ggrabbed me and pushed me to the ground.

'Why what did I do to you?" I asked as tears ran down my face.

"You killed my brother bitch now imma do you good."

"Please dont I didn't kill MK! Please." He slapped me hard.

"Shut yo ass up!" He opened my legs and rammed himself in me I wanted to scream but my baby. .. MY BABY!!

"please let me go dont do this please!" I cried out he kept going until I screamed.  His eyes were sark and then he stabbed me in my stomach.  I screamed and he ran out.

"Kevin! " I screamed as loud as I could then I blacked out....