what I go through

chapter21

Kevin pov

"Daddy can we please go to the park today?!" My baby girl yelled.

"Well mommy wants you home by five and it one now so I dont know about that." I got out of bed and my baby looked so sad. Im sad too hell. I miss Bless. I love her. I wanna be with her. Sasha said she would help getting her with me.

"Daddy please! " donica begged. I know she about to cry so why not.

"Alright get your shoes on." She ran and fell but git back up. My child is too hyper.

Bless pov

"Bless I have to move." My mom said.

"Where.?"

"To Chicago. " I looked at her like she had two heads. She cant leave me.

"Where am I suppose to go?"

"With your dad we already talked about it." Why would she do this?

"Why are you leaving me?"

"Bless calm down I have a better job there."

"Hell naw. This is fucked up! Gon leave me?" I ran up to my room and started packing. My mom came in trying to talk to me but im not having this shit. I ran out the house and headed to the airport. I got a ticket to Oakland and waited.

After the plane ride.

So I have been blowing Sasha her mom and shawn up and nobody wants to answer. I even called my dad. I guess im walking.  I headed towards Sasha house. Its a long ass walk!

I have been walking for a hour! Im so ready to be there. A nice ass car drove by me then pulled over. Im glad I got my gun. I kept walking.  The closer I got the better I felt which is crazy! They rolled down the Window and it was Kevin.

Kevin pov

I was in my way to dropping off Donica and I saw a girl walking with bags. Sumin told me to pull over do I did snd its Bless. Why is she walking.

"Why are you out here walking? "

"I dont have a ride."

"Aw so now you speak to me?"

"I dont have time for this." She started walking again and yall know I cant let her do that.

"Bless get in."

"No!" She kept walking.

"For real. Im sorry. Get in I cant let you walk. " she stopped walking and looked at me a minute and got in. She looked back at my daughter and smiled.

"Who is she?"

"Donica my daughter. " her body tensed then she looked at Donica and smiled.

"Ok." I drove off to my baby mom house. I dropped her off and headed back to my house.

"Why are we here?" She asked. I just got out and headed inside.

She got her stuff and followed.

"Kevin look can you just take me to Sasha house?"

"They are out tonight." She looked at me then headed to the guest room.

Later that night.

The walls are so thin so of course I heard what was going on in Bless room. She was crying. I got out of bed and headed to her room. I knocked then opened the door.

"Go away. " she spat.

Bless pov

Im so sad. I was trying to stay away from this house and Kevin. It brings back so much pain. I laid down and cried.  I wish things could have Been different for me. I heard the doir open and I know its kevin ass.

"Go away. " I spat.

"Bless just talk to me. Im here for you.  I love you." I knew he meant every word. I just....

"Kevin I cant be around you. Im sorry. It brings so much pain to my heart! I wanted my baby but no! You got one instead.  Mk was the love of my life! And somebody took him from me! I didnt care that he beat my ass til I was black and blue. He loved me and I the same! Kevin you didnt do shit to me but it hurts to see your face because it brings back the shit I keep locked up." I cried as he held me but I need him to leave.  "Please leave. " he got up and left.  I have to go to Mk house then the grave. I need to let this shit go!