what I go through

chapter 19

Bless pov.

Things have been ok. Today is our last day here and sasha and I are gonna chill then hit up a few clubs.

"bitch what are you doing?" I laughed at Sasha retarded ass. She over in a corner twerkin.

"Im practicing!  You know I aint been to the club in a week so I need to make sure I dont look stupid. '

"Hell naw!" We both fell out laughing.  "Bitcg you stupid!"

"No I not!" She said.

"Whats 9 plus 10?" I asked

"21." We on this floor rolling.  Im done.

"What is yall problem? " vanece sasha mom asked.

"Cracking jokes!" Sasha yelled. I started laughing again  thats how our day went. Now we getting ready for the club! Turn up!!!. We both dressed like hoes but still had our guns ready.

"Where the fuck yall goin dressed like that?" Vanece asked.

"Club!" I yelled shaking my ass.

"Ok! Twerk sumin girl!" Sasha yelled.  Vanece laughed at us ass we walked out the door.  We pulled up at the club abd it was wild!

"Wassup Bless." The bouncer said. We was good friends when I stayed here.

"Nun Craig! You gon let us in?"

"You already know." I kissed his cheek then walked in. Bitches everywhere and niggas everywhere.  I went right to vip but when I got there my mood changed. Kevin was sitting up here smoking a blunt and Shawn was too. Sumin tellin me that Sasha fuckin knew they was gon be here. Im on her ass when we leave!

"Wassup yall!" Shawn yelled over the music. Sasha walked right on over too him smiling.  Bitch wrong for that. I sat down and picked up one of the blunts already rolled.

"Aye ma you wanna go dance?" I looked all around me to make sure that this nigga ain't talking to me.

"Kevin. I told you I dont fuck with you nomo!" I got up and was about to walk down to the bar but I got snatched up against the damn wall. Aw hell naw!!!

"Bless yo ass gon fucking listen to me right now! Im sick of yo shit. You think you can walk around here like you some damn Queen and you not! I still love you and I dont see why you so mad! You ain't gon ever be shit until you learn how to stop living in the past and live now! I haven't did shit to yo ass and you treating me like dirt. Hahaha you not shit!" He ket me go and left out the damn club. I was still on the wall. I felt tears on my face. I looked around and seen everybody in vip looking at me. Fuck! I ran right out that bitch. I heard Sasha yelling my name but I kept going.  I got in the car and left. He was right. I just have so much hurt still in me that I just cant move on! DAMN I CANT DEAL! I cant help but cry my eyes out. I pulled up to the house and went right to bed.

Kevin pov

I feel so bad for going off on bless like that but she needed to hear it. Im tired of her acting like I did some shit to her. I just want her back thats all. I pulled up to my baby mamma house. Yes I have a child I forgot to tell you about. I found out after bless left. I had a girl.  Im picking her up so I can have her for the week. I love my child so much.

"Aye open up."

"Nigga why you here? What the fuck you want?" See my baby mamma crazy.  She feels like we should be together but no I dont want her. Im in love with Bless.

"Wheres Donica?"

"In her room shes sleep."

"Well im getting her so move."