Chapter 19

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Third Person POV--

Pitch black is all that Taehyung saw. When he woke up he was laying on what seemed to him a bed. He didn't know what brought him here. He was trying to remember what had happened to him, and where was he.

Before he could even try remembering the lights were switched on, he was welcomed by the light that hurt his eyes. Taehyung could see two figures walking in. His eyes took a while to adjust to the light, but when they did, he saw the man that was standing in front of the door not so long ago, and Jungkook; his old friend.

He scanned Jungkook, up and down.... "Did he get taller? Woah he has more muscle than the last time I saw him!! Why does he look pissed? Is he not happy I'm here?" Then it hit him, he remembered how he was here, Jungkook had punched him until he was knocked out. Not that Taehyung was week, but Taehyung's health wasn't stable, so he blacked out, even though the punch wasn't that hard.

"J-Jungkook.....it's been a whi-.." He was cut off by Jungkook's deep, dark, cold voice. "Don't you dare say my name in your filthy mouth!! Why are you back? Finally realized you need me?! After what you did to me you think if you come back I'll welcome you with warm hugs, kisses, and smiles!!" Taehyung didn't know what to say, no he didn't think if he came back he was going to be welcomed with smiles, hugs and kisses, even though he wished it could happen.

Taehyung knew very well he did Jungkook wrong, he knew he didn't deserve Jungkook's friendship. Taehyung had nothing to say, all he did was look down and "I-I'm so-sorry..." was all Taehyung managed to say.

Jungkook smiled at Taehyung bitterly, walking closer to him and sitting on the edge of the bed besides Taehyung but not so close to him. He took a sip of water out of the mug that was on the night stand. He looked at Taehyung, the bitter smile not leaving his face and started speaking again... "you think sorry solves it? You think if you show up after 3 years and apologize that I'm going to forgive you?!! Well your wrong Taehyung!! How can I forgive you....did you forget what you did to me? You cheated with my girlfriend (ex now) on Y/N!! Forget about you cheating with your friend's girl, but you cheated on Y/N...she was so good to you!! She loved you!!"

Jungkook paused for a couple of seconds and continued. "When I visited Y/N at the hospital, do you know what was the first thing she asked me? 'Do you know a man that owns a yellowish-brownish hat...' it was literally the first thing she asked me....she didn't even remember me!!" Jungkook slammed his hand on the night stand, making Taehyung flinch.

"Taehyung I blame myself for this...if I never dared you to get her...this would've never happened!! It's all my fault!! She could've lived happy without knowing YOU!!" Jungkook couldn't control himself anymore. He jumped on Taehyung, trying to choke him, he was trying to give Taehyung what he deserved; for cheating on Y/N, and for leaving him with nobody. Jungkook punched Taehyung on the right side of his face and was ready to give him another one on the left side. But before he could he was held back.

Taehyung looked at the person with dimples, and felt relieved he was here. "Jungkook calm down, this is not what you want! Go take a walk, have some fresh air.." the man said while pushing Jungkook out of the room. Jungkook hesitated but was soon out. 'How did this man calm Jungkook down so fast? Just seconds ago he was on me literally trying to get rid of me' Taehyung thought still surprised.

"Ahhhh~ he's been like this for a while....he doesn't get any sleep, he can't get any....so his mood is not the best...by the way I'm Namjoon" Taehyung just looked at Namjoon without saying a word. "I know it's probably hard for you to say anything right now...I've been through a lot, so I understand what your feeling right now..." Taehyung gave Namjoon a weak smile. It's been so long since anyone had talked to Taehyung in a good way. He was so happy at this moment, but couldn't show it.

"How can I fix this? How can I gain Jungkook back? Please tell me, anything, I'll do anything to get him back." Namjoon smiled at Taehyung and walked up to sit next to him, putting an arm around Taehyung's shoulder. "You still have Jungkook on your side. He's just hurt that you couldn't trust him, talk to him about your problems, instead you just shut him out, closing the doors of friendship. You probably don't know how it feels to be shut out, not being able to talk to the person you cared for. Jungkook just wanted to help, nothing more." Little did Namjoon know, Taehyung knew how it felt very well. Jimin shut him away from Y/N for all of these years and Taehyung couldn't even do anything about it, because no matter what he did, the doors were closed and he had no way of walking in her life again.

"I know how it feels.....You probably don't know Y/N...but after the accident her brother never let me talk to her, or even see her. She had lost her memory so she didn't remember me, she forgot everything..." Namjoon nodded and stood up "since you know how it feels....go use the right words to gain Jungkook back, instead of apologizing." And he was out.

Taehyung POV-

After Namjoon left the room, I looked around trying to find my phone, then I remembered I never got it out of the car. I sat a little longer in the room, thinking of what should I say to Jungkook? Would he even forgive me? I then stood up and walked to the door, I hesitated to get out but I had to no matter what. I wonder where's Jungkook, I need to find him, I need to fix this no matter what, because I need Jungkook in my life.

I walked out of the room, and the house was a little dark, the curtains were closed, and everything looked so worn out. I walked down the stairs and seen Namjoon sitting on the couch reading a book. "Uhhh...Namjoon? Do you know where I can find Jungkook?" Namjoon looked up from the book, and gave me a warm smile. "Your out? Took you long enough.!He's usually in the back yard, if not then he probably went out." Namjoon shrugged and went back reading that book.

I walked outside and found Jungkook on the porch smoking a cigarette. I walked closer up to him yanking the cigarette out of his hand and throwing it on the ground. "What are you doing? Why are you smoking? Since when?" Jungkook was looking at me probably still surprised and shook at the same time. But soon he had a straight face, and stopped looking at me. "Why do you care? Why don't you mind your own business? It's not like you listened to me when I told you to stop drinking." He said while taking out another cigarette stick and almost lighting it. Jungkook has all the rights to treat me like this, I deserve it, but I won't allow him to harm himself any longer. I took the lighter from his hand which made him face me. "Can you at least listen to me, let me say what I have, and if you don't want to forgive me, you don't have to, I just want to clear things out." I looked at Jungkook waiting for his permission to let me tell him what I have to say. "You see I'm quite, start. Tell me what you have to say." Jungkook said not showing any expression on his face, almost rolling his eyes.

How can I start this? I'm so nervous. I cleared my throat, and didn't face Jungkook, just straight a head and then started "The reason I shut you out was because I didn't want to stress you out with my problems. When you wanted to help me I couldn't accept it, because I didn't deserve it...after what I did to Y/N, I didn't deserve any of you, and I still don't deserve anyone is love and care. I know this is not a good reason for me to shut out my friend that's been with me since elementary school, and I know you won't forgive me anytime soon, maybe never....because I'm a terrible person, the only thing that I do is hurt people, I can never make anyone happy, it's just the way I am." After I was done I looked at Jungkook one more last time and was ready to leave. I was going to leave and give Jungkook some time. "Thanks for listening Jungkook, it meant a lot...." I was walking to my car, but was soon stopped in my tracks, because of a voice.

"This guy is not even going to say 'goodbye'...not something new, it's his pride stopping him."

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