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(flashback)

It had been a week and a half since she did it, i was home alone when it arrived. It had hit us all differently and yet i felt numb. I cared, i know that but it was just- i dont know. I was also home alone when i found myself crying in the corner of my room. Her words hit me in the chest as if I'd been shot.

'Lastly, tape thirteen. You've probably already guessed by now who it is. Angie Foley. Welcome to your-'

I shut it off, i couldnt bare to hear her voice anymore. So many things were going through my head but the first thing i really thought about was Jessica.

'We weren't friends for long but we went shopping together, i bought the exact outfit im wearing right now actually. We had coffee and we talked. We laughed. And then the poem came out. I should never have trusted you or Ryan. I guess its my fault.'

"No it wasnt your fault, Hannah. I was stupid and i never should have flipped out so hard on you." I whispered through tears. They streamed down my face like a fountain.

'I was angry at Ryan and i never wanted to hurt your feelings. Your different though, not like me. Then after you pushed me and i would see you in the corridor, you looked fine. It didn't phase you. And your boyfriend, Montgomery De La Cruz. He was always going to get you into trouble. I dont trust him Angie. And its time you realised that he's using you. You are so strong and i guess i was jelous of that. I just wanted us to be friends. You were popular and cool and- nothing like me'

I turned it off, not baring to hear anymore of what she had to say. As for Jessica and my brother, i had so much to say. A knock on my front door sent me dragging my feet down the stairs.

I wiped my tears and put on a fake smile, opening the door. "Hey Monty!" I greeted, giving him a tight hug. "Hey baby, i was just missing you" He said, kissing my forehead. "Oh, uhm you wanna take a walk?" I asked, eager to get out the house. "Yeah sure, is something up?" He questioned. I shrugged, slipping on some shoes and one of Montys flannles. I stepped outside, my exposed legs meeting the cold air. I pulled my beanie down over my ears and snuggled into Montgomery's side.

"So whats up?" He took a short look at me, he looked worried. "Uhm, you know Hannah Baker?" I replied, looking down. "Babe we've talked about this, you didn't make her do it. That was her choice" He reassured me. I shrugged, i wanted to tell him more but how? "She made tapes" i blurted out. Monty looked confused. "She made these recordings on some old tapes. Thirteen of them. Each one is dedicated to a different person. And they are why she killed herself" I continued. We arrived in the park, sitting down on the swings.

"Wait so how do you know?" Monty asked, he swung lazily back and forth. "I'm number thirteen." I stated, blankly.
"Wait so she's blaming you for her choices to kill herself?" He raised his voice, tensing up. "I killed her Mont. I made her feel like shit. I pushed her, mentally and physically" I whispered.

I looked to my feet, swinging them. "Bullshit" Monty cursed, getting up and walking to the bigger swing. "She said about you too" I added, him turning to face me. "She said that you got me into trouble and that you're a bad influence on me. I couldn't hear it all."

"Hannah Baker was crazy fucking slut who lied and just wanted attention" Monty snapped, rolling his eyes. "How could you say that, when i literally assualted her, if you and Justin hadn't of been there then i would have hurt her really badly" I raised my voice, getting off the swing and facing him.

"Babe im sorry i just- i didnt come here to talk abt Hannah and now shes blaming you and ten other people for her killing herself? Thats some selfish bullshit and you know it Angie" He looked at me dead in the eyes. "Bryce raped Jessica" I said, no emotion or anything on my face. I was blank as paper.

"Like i said, she's a fucking liar"
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(Flashback Even more lmao)

Monty had picked me up and we were headed inside to the Winter Formal. I didn't want to be that girl who goes to every dance but i found myself being that girl. Once we got inside we were greeted by the boys, all in nice suits. I wore a maroon dress, at the sides it was laced and it came to my middle thigh. Paired with it were some small strappy heels. "You look amazing!" Bryce complimented, hugging me and spinning me around. "Monty can we share?" He asked, chuckling. I rolled my eyes "you wish Walker" I sassed. "Yeah what she said" Monty added, taking a sip of 'water'. I couldn't help but melt at the sight of Zach in his suit, he looked so cute. "Oh my gosh Zachy you look adorable!" I told him, poking his nose and smiling.

"Im going to take that as a compliment" Zach joked, giving me a big hug. Montgomery cleared his throat when the hug became longer than five seconds. I giggled and took a step back, walking into Montys arms. I turned around, facing him. "Im thinking Rio, or Melissa if its a girl" He stated, me becoming confused. "Well if your going to bare my children we need to make sure we've planned it all out" He explained. I laughed and put my hands around his neck.

We swayed side to side, his hands on my hips. "I mean I'm not really looking forward to having a baby just yet Mont" I said, laughing a bit. "Thats cool, making the baby is the fun part anyways. We should probably perfect that first" He smirked, kissing me softly. "Most definitely" I replied, kissing back. We pulled away and Monty looked down at me, he seemed shy almost. "You know, i really do want a future with you. Thats if you want to aswell" He confessed sweetly.

"Of course but we're young, lets just have fun okay. If you think too much about future moments then you'll end up missing this one" I said, hugging him and resting my head on his chest. "Yeah i guess, lets just have some fun, okay" He remarked, smiling down at me.

"Angie, can i talk to you?" I heard from behind me. Justin stood with his hands in his pockets. "Sure, uhm, I'll be right back okay babe?" I told Monty, kissing his cheek and slipping away with Justin.

He pulled out to the halls where it was completely empty. "Look, i dont want you seeing Monty. He's a bad guy. He is not good for you" Justin told me, looking at me dead in the eyes. I scoffed and laughed "yeah okay, whatever you say Dustbin" I joked, going to head inside. He grabbed my arm, causing me to look back at him. "Im serious Angie, hes going to hurt you" Justin let go of my arm, me glaring at him. I walked away, heading into this dance with my head held high.

"Hey Courtney hows Hannah?" I sneered at Courtney, who i then pushed lightly out of my way. "Fuck you Angie" Courtney hissed, making me stop and sile. "No thanks im not a Lesbian but you know, not all of us are born straight. Or with two dads" I sassed, walking away.

"Fucking hell Angie what took you so long?" Bryce asked when i met with the boys again. "Oh you know, the usual Justin trying to 'look out for me' and then Courtney Crimson being incredibly gay" I laughed, snatching Bryces flask and taking the biggest sip from it. "Wheres the asshat that i call my boyfriend?" I added, noticing him gone.

"Well, funny you should mention Courtney because-" Bryce began

"Courtney Crimson cuts loose, I like it! You here alone or are you with somebody?" I watched as Monty held Courtney at her waist, her turning around and whispering into his ear. My face dropped and i shoved the flask back into Bryces chest. I started walking towards her, Zach following behind.

"Courtney you bitch get the fuck off of him" I whispered to her. Before i could hit her i was whisked off my feet by the tall boy behind me. "Yeah you're not hitting anyone today. Monty i suggest you fucking run" Zach laughed, bringing me outside of the school. He put me down next to his car.

"What the fuck Dempsey?!" I shouted, sighing at him. I pushed him away, holding onto his collar. I stared up at him for a second. Then i did it. I kissed him. It meant nothing and i pulled away after a few seconds. I looked a girl right in the face. Her brown curly hair and shocked expression said it all.

"Im sorry" He whispered. My anger got the best of me and-

"ANGIE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!" Justin yelled as i held Zach to the ground, punching him. I was pulled off and thrown into Montgomery's jeep. Tears welled in my face and i felt them trickle slowly down my cheeks. Justin joined me, Zach, Bryce and Monty all outside.

"What the fuck was that?" Justin asked, glaring at me. I shrugged, jumping when Monty climbed into the car. "Im going to walk" I stated, getting out the car and walking away. Justin soon followed after, linking arms with me but not saying a word.

I had no idea what the fuck had just happend but i hated it. Every bit of it.

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