miracles in december // renmin (hiatus)

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"jeno, i can't believe you did that !" a pink haired boy exclaimed, walking beside his best friend, as he flapped his light grey wings behind him.

"it's nothing, jaemin. i just wanted to see him. you've been talking about him for, like, forever ! i had to know who it was !"

"but you could've watched him from afar, like i do, for example !"

"nah, that's boring. i wanted to see him well, and i even got to talk to him ! you can be jealous." he lightly shoved jaemin with his elbow.

"i'm not." he lied, pouting, as he looked at the opposite side of jeno.

"oh, come on ! i'm not going to steal your man. i'm not interested."

"you better not be. but wanna know where you fucked up ?"

"tell me."

"you told me you disappeared after talking to him, right ? like, within a second ?"

"uh... yes." he answered, starting to understand what jaemin meant.

"then what do you think renjun thought ? he's probably asking himself how the fuck you disappeared so quickly, and where you went. not only that, but you also stopped time ? for real, what did you think ? i'm completely sure renjun noticed something."

"well, yeah, but i heard that humans sometimes experience some kind of weird and unexplainable things. so maybe renjun will move on quickly, like the others do."

"what proof do you have, that they move on ?"

"i heard them talk. i was at a café, and some teens were telling weird things that happened to them, but then said something like, 'anyway, everyone experiences something like that, let's just ignore it' and they all agreed. renjun will probably do the same."

"let's hope so"

"so, are you planning to go spy on him again, today ?"

"yes. im guessing you'll join mark hyung and chenle ?"

"actually... no. i think i'll go with you, today."

"oh, really ? and why ? because you actually liked him, huh ? just admit it, for fuck's sake !" he yelled the last phrase.

"oh my God, jaemin, stop screaming like that ! i don't like him, like i totally don't. i'm just starting to be curious about him, like... you're my best friend, it's my duty to know who you're in love with."

jaemin blushed at the mention of his feelings, but didn't say anything about it. "it's been forever, and you're getting interested now ?"

"it's better late than never." he winked. "and actually, i wasn't planing to 'meet' him," he made quotation marks, "today. i was going home, and saw him walking. now i saw him a couple of times, but i recognized him, so i thought, 'this is my chance to see why jaemin loves him so much'."

jaemin rolled his eyes. "and did you see why ?"

"well, first of all he's really good looking."

"that's not why i love him."

"i know. i was just pointing it out. he's cute, too. he clearly has a golden heart, but..." jeno frowned, trying to form his thoughts, "everything good about him is hidden behind his sadness."

jaemin's expression saddened, and he looked down. "i know. i wish i could help him be happy. i don't like it, when i'm seeing him sad."

"then why do you keep spying on him, instead of actually going to him ?"