miracles in december // renmin (hiatus)

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it had been three days since what happened to the two friends. donghyuck had suggested to go back to the park.

"but that jaemin said you should keep meeting him to know !" he had said.

and renjun was curious, he wanted to know. but he was more afraid than anything. he felt embarrassed for panicking in front of jaemin, and that was already a reason he didn't want to see him again. also, this guy had a weird behavior. renjun was uncomfortable.

and that's exactly what he explained to his friend, who insisted for a bit. but he ended up giving up, cause he knew renjun wouldn't change his mind so easily.

the chinese boy was sitting in donghyuck's living room, watching the drama, legend of the blue sea. donghyuck had decided that renjun would stay in his house for some time, since both of them were freaked out by what happened. and right now, renjun was waiting for donghyuck to be done showering.

to be honest, renjun was completely in love with lee minho. he had watched all of his drama at least two times, but couldn't get tired of it.

"what are you watching ?" donghyuck asked, suddenly appearing.

"lee minho."

"lee mi-" he cut himself, and sighed. "you're watching his dramas again ?"

donghyuck loved lee minho as well, but not like his friend. not at all.

"yes."

"i swear you know these dramas by heart, isn't it boring to watch them ?"

"not when lee minho is there."

"this is a toxic love."

"i don't care, i love him."

donghyuck took place beside his friend. "have you eaten anything ?"

renjun nodded. "yes." he never bothered to look at his friend.

"what ?"

"an m&m's."

"what the fuck, that's not even a real breakfast."

"but at least it fills my stomach."

"i guess it does. so, aren't you going to shower ?"

"yes, i will. but when my episode ends. there's just fifteen minutes left."

donghyuck rolled his eyes at his best friend. waiting for him to be done with the tv, he laid down, putting his head on renjun's laps.

he made up a conversation with renjun in his head, using it as a rehearsal to convince him again to go to the park. how could renjun support the envy to know ?

finally, renjun went to take his shower. but today, he didn't take it with cold water. he actually didn't do that everyday, just the days he was feeling at his lowest. since he had spent the last day at donghyuck's house, he felt mentally better.

the hot water felt so good, that he took an hour inside the shower. but he had to go out cause the hot water ended up becoming cold.

he went downstairs, and saw that donghyuck hadn't changed his position on the couch, still laying down.

"what's wrong, with you ?" renjun asked.

"hm ? what do you mean ?" donghyuck looked at him.

"what are you thinking about ?"

"do you really need to ask ?"

renjun sighed. "i guess not."

"do you really don't want to go to the park ?"