The Story of Drishti

Yash pov - Kiss?Makeup? Lets resolve this

Drishti wasn't having it. She is amazing but yet she doesn't get what I am going through. I know she is hurt, even I would be if this happened to me. Sleeping with Anandhi isn't something that I started in fact she was the one who seemed to be keen in this friend withs benefits idea. She had told me that this would be a one-off, and being stupid I said yes, a desicion that frustrates me till this day. Yet quickly everything escalated and she started calling me often. Have ty say that I am in the wrong in this situation, yet I told Drishti the whole truth even though I knew she would be angry. She just doesn't get that I have feelings for her instead she is focusing on the mistake I made. I mean she has th right to stay angry yet she should also be listening to what I said, because I could have told her the truth. The truth of why I stormed off that day, why I was so angry. Yet she wasnt a part interested in what I had to say. 

No, Yash this was your fault. You have to mend this. You got this. 

Soon I understand what I should do, no, what I need to do, and that was to talk to Drishti again, this moment.

When I meet Drishti th following morning she looks enraged when she sees me. She pulls her bag, gets from her seat, ready to leave with anger.

"Drishti!"  Yell trying to gain her attention

She peeks this way, glancing to see me sigh.

"Drishti we need to talk now" I yell

"About what now, how happy you are with that other sidehoe?" She growls

"Its not like that I wanted to talk about this relationship," I say

"There's no relationship here I thought that was clear last time" Drishti sighs with annoyance

"Hey I know you dont mean that," I say

"Yash I meant everything thats was said last time, I just cant date a playboy like you." She says with sorrow

This is the time to show her my love for her.

"What I did was a mistake, I got carried away yet I failed to stop" I sigh

"Yeah" She says

"I was dumb and I was more stupid for getting angry at you when you realised that was happening. Im sorry Drishti truthfully I will make it up to you, truts me here" I say 

"What pisses the most is the fact that you made it seem like I was the one at wrong when you were th one who was at fault Yash" She growls

"I just went crazy when you opened my phone like that, that is our relationships trust you were messing with dont you see that?" I ask

"Yes I get that I said sorry for snooping around yet why are you panicking about that more than our love that you put out?" She asks

"You wont get it" I sigh

"Get what?" She asks

"This is how our family broke away Drishti dont you know!" I pant

"Family? Yash what are you talking about?" I ask

" This is too much I dont wana get onto this now" I say

Drishti is looking serious, pitiful more like it. 

if she knew the truth she wouldnt even look back at me and my pathetic family again talking about this is something that is sure to make this worse.She would know that being a dickhead runs in the family, will prolly hate my family.

"Yash if theres anything thats bothering you talk to me. " she says

"Why do you want ty know now, you were yelling at me a minut ago and now you are all sad " I say

"Yash if your going through anything I should know, especially if its whats bothering our relationship," She says sweetly

She is genuinely asking me to speak to her about my feelings, kindless like thisn hasnt been offered to me in years. 

"Drishti I have been through something that worries me till today I dont want to turn out-" I sigh

"Like lemme guess your perents" She asks

"Yeah. That. Sorry them. Its just, they didnt have a good relationship,they wereny any sort of parents kids should look up to. Truthfully I am scared that overtime that I have resembled the man I was worried I would turn like" I sigh

This is a lot ty talk about, much more than what I was prepared to say today. 

"Your father wasnt a good role model so your worried turning out like that man?" she questions

"You know what broke my parents' marriage?" I ask

She thinks for a while, soon shrugging as I wait

"Affair. My parents broke up truly by what I just did ty you and that worries me!" I yell

"Yash I know this must be hard don't worry," she says gently

"My father ruined mum I still feel sorry for her as what she went through wasn't anything any woman should ever have gone through."

"did you're father leave her?" Drishti asks

"Well I figured that my mothers choice was right, she no longer could stand my father sleeping around with that woman, and therefore thought walking away from him was better for her. What sucks is that she left alone, meaning that Varun and I were left with father, after all he was more financially stable and whatnot. Fathers girlfriend at that time was gold digger more like, therefore when dad gave her enough to sustain herself, she left him" I state

"Yash that must've been hard for you" She pats

"Yeah,that bugs who I am turning into. Im turning into my father and thats the worst I want             for myself. The lifestyle of cheating, partying etc was normal in family, maybe thats why I couldnt understand why what I had with you was so special. Yet I have changed for th better, now I understand that I made a mistake and took your love for granted, but that will not happen again. If your willing after this talk to makeup thats fine, I will be yours truly" I state

Drishti looks uncertain slightly in doubt.

I wholeheartely told her my past, and my intentions for our relationship now. She justs has to trust me now and this relationship will be well now.

Hi readers, sorry for not updating on Thursday due ty lack of time. Hope that you enjoyed this 

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