It Has To Be You || Karma Akabane X Reader

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"Go on and tell me and don't you dare give any bullshit. Were you or were you not drug that night?" you ask him as you cross your arms. You don't know whether your angry or sad. You're frustrated.

There was a moment of silence. Karma was still to progress everything that just happened. You wait for him to give you an answer. You already know but sometimes, hearing it in person clears things better than hearing it on a video.

You look at him. You don't want to yell at him... yet. You want to give him a chance to explain himself why he didn't tell you about it or why he hid it from you. You wait for him to respond but each second of silence is starting to annoy you and pisses you off until he finally said something.

"How did you find out? Did Yasmin tell you--"

"Seriously, that's the first thing you tell me? Just answer my question Karma!" you tell him as you hold back the tears. You weren't going to cry. You're not going to cry.

"(Name), I..." Karma tries to find a way to tell you. He knows you know the truth but him telling you it will just confirm it. He knows how you'll react when you hear him say it. He knows that you're going to blame yourself. He knows you're going to blame yourself for destroying the future you both could have built together.

"Just tell me, Karma!" you yell angrily.

"Yes," he tells you looking at you straightforwardly. "Yes. That night at the club, I didn't cheat on you. I would never do something like that to you. (Name), you knew how obsesses I was with you. How madly in love I was with you. We've been together for so many years and I made sure that everyone knew you were mine and you did the same with me. You were the only person I didn't ever want to lose. Heck! If you told me you were pregnant back then, I would have taken you home or not even went to the club at all and just stayed home with you, cuddling maybe and just talking to your stomach, to our unborn child for hours. There was no possible way I could ever cheat on you and when I woke up on the bed without you next to me, naked in a place I didn't recognize, I knew something was wrong and I couldn't remember anything at all. Nothing made sense to me," Karma tells you. His voice almost cracks and broken. He's letting out what he has been holding back for a long time.

Yes... Yeah, you knew how deeply in love Karma was with you back then and how you felt for him. That's why it broke you when you found out that he cheated on you. You try to think about any excuse or any reason why he would do it.

Was there something you did wrong? Was he bored? Did he fall out of love? You ask yourself over and over again but you couldn't find any possible reason to explain why he would do something like that.

In the past, you have caught him with a few girls but those were just girls that wanted to be with him and that tried to break you to apart. You would see the girls try to hold him, kiss him, hug him or whatever and you would away see Karma push them away and immediately telling them that he wasn't interested and that he had you.

You would hear the girl's terrible comments about you. They would tell him that there was absolutely nothing good about you. That you weren't even that pretty or worth it. That they can make him happier than you do...

But then you would hear Karma defend you. Insulting the girl and telling them how perfect you are to him. He would tell them that the only way that he'll ever date them or be with them or even think of them would be if they were you which they weren't.

You remember how you waited at home, waiting for him come home and tell you what he did and how it was a mistake but would you have forgiven him...? You have waited and begged... Prayed that Karma would say something, that it wasn't true, that it wasn't him... but he never said anything and that's how things went downhill...