Il Mio Gattino

Nicole

[ Nicoles' parents: David And Lacey Jackson] ⬆️

I didn't want today to happen, Even though I had no choice I still didn't want it to happen. Facing them will bring all the bad memories, all the nightmares that took me so long to get over. What will I say to them, how will I free myself from all of this.

So here I am in the shower, just sitting on the floor, trying to get my mind right. Trying to put up a strong wall so I won't get hurt by their words but who am I kidding. One word from them and I know I will break I know I'll break whatever wall I built, all the pain will come back, and I am just not ready for that.

"Babygirl" Dantes' voice rings out, I look up and see him. His face shows concern and worry, "Gattino" Through a blurry vision of fresh tears, I shake my head no and a sob comes out. He quickly rushes in the shower and puts me in his lap. "Y-you're getting your s-suit wet" He puts his face on my shoulder.

"It doesn't matter" he holds me tighter. "I can't do this, Dante I c-can't face them" he kisses my temple. "Baby, yes you can, trust me you can" I sigh "we should get out of here, I got your suit all wet" he chuckles and lifts my head, giving me a chaste kiss. I get up and try to lift him but lets be honest I'm literally doing nothing and he lifts himself up.

"Your shoes are wet too, Im sorry" he just kisses my forehead and takes a towel wraps it around me. He slowly takes of his clothes looking straight at me. His muscles flexing at every movement he does. I still can't believe he is mine, all that is mine.

I look back at his face and the smirk on his face says it all, "all yours babygirl" I blush and kiss him leaving him all hot and bothered. "You got that right" I smirk and walk out, I feel a sharp sting on my butt and I turn to look at him. "All mine" his voice all deep. I pout "that hurts Dante" he chuckles and takes my hand going to the closet.

"Come lets you something to eat" I nod holding hands we leave our comfort zone and head to the kitchen where everyone is there. "Nicki!" Sarah yells getting out of her fathers hold and running towards me. Smiling at the sweet girl I open my arms and lift her up, loving her baby scent. She wraps her arms around me "missed you"

"I missed you too sweet girl" I kiss her cheek and she giggles. "Hey guys" they all smile at me, even the twins. The twins are actually smiling, they aren't smirking, they are smiling. Wow! They all say good morning. "So what did Zio Luca say? are you okay?" Donna asks looking concerned.

"You saw my father? whats wrong?" Stefano asks looking confused. "She is fine, just ate something that didn't agree with her" Dante says nonchalantly while typing on his phone. The man can lie. "Alright then I'm hungry, lets eat" I say putting Sarah on her sit and maids put a full course breakfast on the table and everyone eats.

The guys were talking between themselves and the girls were doing the same and I couldn't focus on anything but what I was about to face, my parents, the people I spent my whole life with. After what seems like forever Dante calls out my name. "We have to go" I nod and take a deep breath. I look at Donna and immediately she knows something is wrong.

"dacci un minuto per favore fratello?" Dante grunts and mumbles an okay. Donna takes me out of the dining room. "What's going on? I thought we didn't keep secrets from each other anymore" I sigh and close my eyes. "Please come with me, I don't think I can do this without you" with glossy eyes, I look straight at her silently begging her.

[Give us a minute please brother]

"Whats wrong Nicki, you know can tell me anything. I will literally kill anyone who hurts you." She says hugging me tightly. I chuckle . "Oh How I know" I sigh and look at her "My p-parents are here, Dante is probably g-going to kill them" I say as fresh tears form on my eyes, I tighten my hold on Donna.