chapter 19 | Losing you

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"What the fuck are you doing here?" the man I didn't expect to see now shivers me to the bone with his voice, my heart skipping a beat out of fright. I move towards Jaemin and lay my eyes on Jungkook about to cause a lot of mess, but only to feel my blood freezing.

"J—Jungkook..." he stutters in front of him, this one man heading towards us with fire in his eyes. "I asked you, what the fuck are you doing here?" he grabs him by his collar to shove him into an item of furniture brutally but let his anger control his body. Koya is going to go berserk.

I close the door but try to get in-between them, to calm Jungkook down. "It's okay Jungkook, he just wanted to talk..." I wrap my hand around his arm the best I can, seeing his strong hold onto Jaemin and hoping for his wrath to cool down. "Did you tell her?"

Jaemin starts to shed tears again, facing a man full of rage after kissing the girl who belongs to him. He knows he could get beaten up if I ever say something about it right now, but I'm not going to, I know what's going to happen otherwise.

"I had to, Jungkook..." he nibbles on his lips but I pass my arm between them, to try getting Jungkook to step back. "Stop..."

He gives a violent push into his chest to make him go backward but retreats as I asked him to. "I told you to keep your fucking mouth shut about this, piece of shit!"

"Do you think she didn't already know about it?" his quavering voice breaks my heart, an uncomfortable feeling of disgust filling my veins the more I'm replaying the kiss in my head. "She wasn't even surprised...! She knew those videos were online already...! Stop lying to her...she's not a kid anymore..."

"You shut the fuck up," he raises his hand up to point his finger at him threateningly. "And do not try to tell me how to take care of her because you're not one to—"

"Stop always yelling at my face like that!" his voice suddenly echoes through the room loudly, Koya not liking this and barking at them. "I'm not telling you to do anything! I'm just saying that this will not make it any better if you pretend that everything is alright when it's not! I know it's my damn fault but I'm doing everything to put an end to this...! Stop making me feel like I'm the worst person on earth...I can't take it anymore..."

"You are the worst person on earth," Jungkook utters painful words I know he doesn't mean, but only pronounces out of sheer wrath. "You hurt her and caused her harm! So I do not give a damn shit about your fucking life and problems!"

"Stop saying that Jungkook..." I softly speak to him in order to calm his nerves down. "I know you don't mean it..."

"I mean it more than I ever did," his eyes full of wrath meet mine but get my heart to shake. "I already told you, baby, I won't let anyone hurt you but beat the shit out of the person who will dare harm you."

"I'm fine..." my eyes lower down to the floor and I grab his arm to hold onto him. "You get out of our house, I don't want to see your fucking face anymore," he swears again at him, using his deep voice maybe unconsciously once he's addressing him with anger. "Because of you, I can't even see my best friend anymore..." Jaemin's faint voice cracks through his sobs but he steps away.

"She's not your best friend anymore," Jungkook mumbles but grabs my forearm with his hot hand on which the veins are popping out like wires full of electricity spreading through him. "Yes, she still is."

The tall and strong man with a grip onto me turns towards Jaemin who just replied, none of them putting an end to this fight now affecting me badly. "What didn't you understand when I told you to get the fuck out of here?"

My eyes peek at the neck of Jungkook as he's still standing before me, my face at the level of his chest, his behavior and emotions are making his skin heat up and all the veins literally jut out and of it as if he was about to explode. This is scary.

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