You Don't Know Everything

January 10, 2020

I woke up pressed against Brandon and Oliver was cuddle between us. I pulled Oliver closer and he started purring loudly. I got out of bed and put on a pair of boxers and Brandons shirt before going to the kitchen to grab some water.

I walked to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I took off my clothes and looked in the mirror. I'm a mess. Everything was going well until Chris died then it all went downhill from there. I studied the scars and marks before I noticed all the small love bites on my torso.

I couldn't help but smile and I got in the warm water. I washed my body and hair before hearing a knock.

"Hey baby. Do you mind if I join you?" I heard Brandon say. I could basically hear the smirk on his face which made me blush.

"Sure." I said back and seconds later, Brandon was getting in the water. He softly pushed me against the wall and kissed me hard.

"Good morning babe." He growled by my ear, sending chills through my body. I whimpered in response and he softly took my ear between his teeth. His hands wandered my body and he moaned quietly before kissing me again. I pulled his body in closer and he picked me up and held me against the wall.

"Do you have a condom?" I asked not wanting to waste another second.

"Have you ever known me to come unprepared?" He winked and I chuckled softly. He started kissing my neck and I let out a loud moan. I felt his tip at my entrance and he softly bit my neck as he pushed in. I moaned and he kissed me roughly while he continued to thrust harder. I dug my fingernails into his shoulders while I was moaning and whimpering into the kiss. "Oh god." He moaned in my mouth.

He started moving faster and after a few minutes, I came on both of our stomachs. I scratched his back and kissed him harder through whimpers. He moaned and softly bit my lip while he rode out his high. He pulled out and slowly put me down.

"Baby, you are perfect." He mumbled in a deep voice. He kissed me passionately and I gripped his shoulders. I love him. His hands continued to roam my bare body making me get goosebumps. I was still slightly whimpering and holding myself up on him. I love how rough but also sweet he is. He pulled away and kissed my forehead.

"Would you want to go on a date with me tonight?" He asked and nodded with a smile.

"I would love to." I said happily. I don't understand how much he affects my mood. He's been there as long as I remember. I'm safe with him.

We got out of the water and I wrapped a towel around my waist. Brandons hand softly traced the marks on my back and I heard him sigh.

"I'm sorry I didn't stop this." Brandon said sadly. I turned around to face him and looked him in the eyes.

"I didn't tell you." I mumbled. "It's okay, you saved me in the end." I said with a small smile. He chuckled and grabbed my waist. He kissed me softly and we went to his room. I put on some black jeans and my sweater that Brandon always makes fun of.

"That sweater makes you look like a grandpa stuck in the eighties." Brandon laughed from behind me. "It's cute." He mumbled and grabbed my hips.

"I thought you hated this sweater." I laughed as he kissed the side of my neck.

"It's grown on me." He mumbled still kissing my neck. I moaned quietly and he tightened his grip. "Okay, I should probably get dressed." He mumbled and kissed the small mark he made on my skin.

I laid down on the bed and watched Brandons every move. He's my guardian angel. He sat down next to me and moved my hair from my face.

"You are beautiful baby." He said with a sweet smile. I blushed deeply making him chuckle.

"When are we going on this date?" I asked and had a cute dumb smirk on his face.

"I was going to make us some food and then we can go." He mumbled and laid down next to me.

"Okay." I mumbled and looked him in the eyes. We cuddled for a while and I didn't want him to get up. He softly kissed the top of my head making me smile to myself.

"I should probably start making food." He mumbled and I sighed while getting up. He walked over to me and kissed me softly. "I'm so glad I can do that now." He said sweetly centimeters from my lips. He kissed me again and I felt my heart jump. "Okay, I'm going to go cook." He laughed and we walked out to the kitchen. I sat down on the counter and helped him. "Alright, we have a few minutes." Brandon mumbled and turned to kiss me.

He kissed me roughly pulled me in as close as possible. I kissed him back and moved my hands to his back. How did we end up here. I was just his broken friend but now he feels the same way I do. I am so lucky.

"I love you Sammy." He mumbled pulling away and looking into my eyes. I could feel my heart racing and he smiled sweetly.

"I love you too." I said quietly with a smile. He kissed me sweetly and I felt my body go numb.