Why do I even like you?

Growing up

When  I say we've been through a lot together I mean we were there to see each other go through DUN DUN  DAAAAAAAA!
PuBErTyYyyYy~
You people have nooo idea how funny it was to see that. Hades was a dork and still is, but the voice cracks, I can't even. Okay so what did he start going through first? Erections. Oh my sweet heavens those were funny. Our moms had already given us the talk, so we knew what was going to happen. We just weren't sure when. I remember it clear as day. He was around ten and I was eight. We were going to a resort and the road was really bumpy since it was a dirt track. The car was kinda small and I remember we had to double up since there were four kids. I was sitting on his knees when I remember him putting his hands on my waist and whispering, "Do. Not. Move." I didn't know what was going on but he sounded pretty serious so I tried keeping still. The road had this rough part that made me bounce on his lap and that lasted for around twenty minutes. When the road became smoother, I could feel something hard against my back. (Lol seven years later and I'm still laughing) I thought it was his hand so I was like, "Hades move your hand, it feels weird." I said it quietly, because everyone but the driver was asleep. "That's not my hand, Persie." (I'm using a nickname for Persephone instead of my name) I was freaking out. I didn't know what to do. He was turned on by me. OoOOOooOOkKKkkK......
Let's just say we were both super awkward for the rest of that trip.

My first change was my boobs. (Oh how I miss the days where I didn't have to where bras) He didn't notice until recently, because my boobs were never really that big and I wore a bunch of big tee-shirts. When we were younger he didn't notice a thing. Recently, Apollo turned sixteen. Hades came to the party. We snuck out and went to the park which isn't far from his house. We were talking until me and my lazy ass got tired(unsurprisingly). We stopped and laid down in the grass by a tree. He put his head on my chest and it was a solid minute before he got up and looked at me. He looked at me as if he was confused. He smirked and instead put his head on my stomach.
"Since when did you get boobs?"
I thought he had saw them before because I was wearing a pretty tight shirt with spaghetti straps. But I think the sweater I was wearing covered them. I'm not gonna lie, I started blushing and said, "Since, three years ago, dummy." He laughed and said, "They're pretty big. What size are you?"
Okay before you call him a perv, this is soooo normal. We've know each other since diapers. The level of comfort we have is crazy tbh. I tried remembering the size of my most recently bought bra until he said, "I bet you're a C." I snorted and said, "I wish I was. B 32." He laughed and said that was close enough. We were joking about people coming to me and poking them because in seventh grade I looked super flat. I said no one could touch them but me. He joking said, "I bet I could though." I told him he wouldn't dare. He took that as a challenge and squished one of them. I was like OH NO YOU DIDN'T! And he was all OH YES I DID! I smacked him upside side the head. He likes to poke them now.

The next for him was his voice. Okay so this happened over time. Around the age of twelve, his voice started cracking. It continued until he turned thirteen and in the week before his fourteenth birthday, he lost his voice, I didn't hear from him that week, so I just assumed his voice was still weird and medium pitch. When I saw him next it was at swimming. Now let me not lie, Hades is very attractive when he swims. You can see all his muscles contracting and relaxing. He looks like a effing god. So I was just watching him do laps in the pool, waiting for him to get out. When he finished he climbed out the pool and took his goggles off. He noticed me by his towel.

"Hey."

Ok so you know those little moments in life where you just have to sit down and go 'holy shit'? I was having myself a niiiccceee little moment like that. His voice had gone from 'hEyY' to 'hey'. His voice was so deep, not like tenner deep, Mariana trench deep. And Hera almighty it was fucking sexy. He was fucking sexy. I think it was around that time when I realized I was whipped. I had a crush on him. I muttered a small, "Hi." His smile dropped. "What's up? What's the deal? What happened to you, babe?" I tried to keep my face from looking like a rose. "Nothing, just sleepy. Is coach here?" He shook his head,"No, we have the pool all to ourselves." He smirked at me. I took off the dress I had on. I was going to put my feet in the water when SOMEBODY pushed me. We hung out the whole morning and let me tell you, it took every ounce of self-control to NOT kiss him. His stupid sexy voice.

(he also plays guitar, beautifully(i dont get how im still alive)and knows all my fav songs(even the kpop ones)cuuuute)

My second change was, you guessed it, the female werewolf syndrome, my PeeRRiIiiooOODdddD.

The most evile thing known to womankind. And no matter how horrid I was, or how many cravings I have, Hades is always there. He plays guitar, brings me chocolate, makes me food, will give me belly-rubs, and is an excellent cuddle buddy. Since I'm irregular, he's always prepared for it. That is not a joke. Okay so he has pads in his room, strictly for me. He also has ice cream in the mini fridge, along with any form of chocolate. He knows its my period before I do? Like wtf? Once I was being kinda moody and I said my abdomen was hurting. He looked me in the eye, and took out a pad from his drawer. He looked into another drawer and gave me an underwear. "Go to the bathroom." Sure enough there's blood on my underwear. I was like 'did i bleed through?'. No, he just knows me. The first time it happened he was really chill about it. He just cuddled me while I whined about how uncomfortable I was. He's literally the best period buddy ever.

The next change for him was that one growth spurt he had the month after his fourteenth birthday. He had been growing since ten but wasn't THAT much shorter than him. We were okay with me being five feet and him being five feet five inches. Until the December I spent Christmas out of the country and he just decided, IM GONNA GROW SOOO TAALLL ILL BE ABLE TO TOUCH THE DOOR TOP WITH MY FOREHEAD. [T-T] I came back in January and he was six feet.

ouch. 

The next change we both went through was the overwhelming urge to kiss. We are bad at that. Yes I no longer bear the burden of single pringgle. Okay so, here's how it happened. We were in his room playing video games like we do every Sunday. I was complaining that he was going to get blood all over my car in GTA (it was a NICE car okay) and he got out the car and started killing people and getting MORE blood on the car. I was like 'oh you wanna bih' and he just said 'bring it on tiny' [i hate when he calls me that] . So we started wrestling. Now let's look at those odds.

I am five feet no inches.

He's six feet two inches.

He works out.

I'm a potato.

I was at a total disadvantage.
But I tried to put up a fight.
Bad decision.
He pinned my head under his arm and no amount of kicking, screamig, punching, biting or swearing could make him let go. I had to tap out.
"I hate you Hades."
He just smirked and said,"Do you really?" At this point this guy is all up in my face. I could feel his breath on my lips, and gods was that sexy(internal screaming) . I wasn't about to initiate anything so I just said,"Maybe." I thought he was gonna back off and we'd go back to playing video games. Y'know, like an idiot. He leaned forward while looking me DEAD in the eye and his lip brushed  mine (internal screaming intensifies).
I was like 'okay that's  it this is it abort mission why did I start this abort abort abort.' That was my entire train of thought. And then he said, "I love you. "

And then he fucking kissed me.

At that point it was like:

persephone.exe has stopped working
(With the windows closing theme)

I kissed back of course but I don't think I was thinking. His hands were on my waist and I just put mine on his shoulders. There were fireworks going off in my head.
Unfortunately there is need for oxygen so we had to break it up.
"Oh my gods, what was that Hades?"
"You're so beautiful when you're confused."
I wanted to kill him. He liked me this whole time and said what? Nothing. "Hades."
"Sorry for not telling you, but I love you."
"Good you enormous idiot whale monkey, I love you too."

Growing up together is fun