Let's Not Falling In Love (1st Book)

Giving up or Wait ?

Bona ... she was my bestfriend, we were always together since we were baby she was my neighborhood even though she is older than me I would always go to the same school as her.

kindergarten, elementary school, middle school, highschool.
       
We were always together.

I spent the most of my whole day with her until I felt something different toward her .... Yeah she was my first love, I don't know exactly when the time I felt this feeling.

       I've never told her about my feelings toward her until she left me at that time without saying anything.

(Flashback)
No one P. O. V

Jeongyeon with her friends, jimin, Taehyung and Jackson  were around their school on their way to go back home.

" Jeongyeon?!". Seulgi called, then approach her, It was the same as the day when she fought and got suspended.

"What ?" Jeongyeon said emotionless.

"I'd like to tell you something". She answered, Jimin showed his sore face.

"Take your time, we would wait for you in front of the school's gate". The boys said, left them.

"Jeonyeon-ah". She hugged jeongyeon around her waist. The taller let seulgi hug her she can't bear to resist her.

"Do you still remember when we first met ? ". She said, smiling put her chin on jeongyeon's shoulder.

"Not really". She furrowed her eyes trying to remember.

"I still remember, It was happened around one month or two months when you were becoming student of this high school meanwhile I was in second year. I had a bad day, it was raining at that time but I didn't have an umbrella and I fell because of that I got scratch. I couldn't stand  but no one help me I feel like the world was getting cold then you came to me offering your hand to help me and giving the warmness  toward my world".

"I love you  Jeongyeon-ah". She looked up at jeongyeon,  staring into her eyes while both of her hands on jeongyeon's face.

"Are you crazy ? Why did you still confess to me after what happened lately ? Didn't you care about your future ?". Took away seulgi's hands from her face.

" I can't think straight, it was already happened I don't want to hold this forever, I've been loving you since the first time when we met".

"I want you to be mine ". She continued

"I can't, I love someone else".

"No way! Please give me a chance to make you love me, I can't see you with someone else".  She begged to her while crying.

"I said no, don't cry in front of me, that's not my fault I didn't  ask you to love me".

"I just think of  you as my friend not more than that and it would never change ". Jeongyeon walk passing her but the girl ran toward her.

Blocking her way by standing in front of her

" go away". They were staring at each other.

"I can't". She was about to go to the other side but surprisingly the girl pulling her hand.

She smack her lips forcefully, jeongyeon trying to push her away. Putting both of her hand around the shoulder of the girl.

"Even though I can't be your girlfriend at least my first kiss is you". she said, jeongyeon was looking a her in disbelieve.

"You're really crazy". She was touching her lips while looking away.

Bona.. she saw bona was in tears looking at her from a far.