Time will tell | VKOOK [C]

Chapter 37

Taehyung pov

Did he just-

Did he just kiss me?!

Maybe not on the lips but he just kissed me!

Oh my goodness!

"bye Kookie." I said waving. I just needed to think about this. He kissed me!

"b-bye Tae." he said running out of the house and closing the door.

"what just happened?" Yoongi asked me.

"I don't... Know."

"are you both in a relationship and didn't tell any of us? He even calls you baby! Doesn't that mean he's in a relationship with you? Oh god Hobi's rubbing off on me."

"I'm used to it. We're friends."

"I know Jungkook likes you and all, but why wouldn't you-"

"Jungkook likes me?"

"shit. I wasn't supposed to say that."

"Yoongi hyung answer me! Jungkook likes me?!"

"sorry kid. It's not my job to tell you that." he said running up the stairs.

I let myself fall to the couch. Jungkook likes me. Is that why he's been nice to me?

Been caring?

Been defending me from people in school?

I'm not ready for a relationship. I divorced Bogum, I can't get into one. I can't.

I'll get hurt again. He'll beat me up. I'll be a punching bag again. He'll take me away from everyone I care about and want to kill me.

He'll tell me I'm useless and unwanted by everyone around me. I don't... I don't want that. I can't take it. I can't go back to being a punching bag with no one loving me.

I can't breathe. There's no air. Tears were leaking from my eyes, I was beginning to choke. The rooms were closing in on me.

I was having a panic attack.

Everything was becoming blurry and then it turned black.

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Hi!

So are you with your tissues?

We are crying next chapter.

Hold my hand let's cry together!

🎶: hold my hand, baby I promise that I'll do all I can

I don't even know if it's correct.

I sing what I hear

*shrugs*

See you next time!

Double update though.

Bai!

'peace out 💟

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