u made me happy

Anthonys POV

The whole time I was watching the movie, I was thinking about Lauren. I don't know why. She's just, I don't know. She makes me feel things I've never felt. She makes me so happy. She knows all the right answers to everything. She always asks me how I am. SHIT. I don't think I've ever asked Lauren how she was. I just assumed she was fine. I know Avani doesn't like Lauren. That must me proper tough. She knows Avani doesn't like her. And she sticks with it. She is always nice to Avani but for some reason, she just doesn't like her.

Avani falls asleep so I walk out of my room. I go on tik tok. Lauren is life on tik tok, So I join. Aw, she's crying. I pout my lip, and listen to what she is saying. "I just feel like, no matter what I do, I could like never be good enough, no one will be pleased with what I do!" She says through sobs. "And I don't open up, cause it's hard to. When you've had boyfriends like I've had, you wouldn't want to open up" she says, reading the comments. "But it's just so hard, when you think your life's getting better but then it just turns around. I decided to go live on here, cause I'm sick of people not knowing I feel this way, I cry like twice a day, like sob" she say wiping her tears. "I miss the happy me". I comment three black hearts. People notice it and start spamming the comments with "ANTHONY IS ON" she notices and says she has to go. She goes off the live and I walk into her room. Instead of saying anything I just hug and hold her. "I'm so sorry" she says sobbing. "No, shh it's okay, you don't have to be sorry for anything." I say soothing her. We separate from our hug and she sits down.
"Everything is going to be alright, i promise." I say trying to calm her. "I know, I just want it to happen now, I'm tired of living the same way everyday, I'm sick of everyone thinking I'm okay. I just want someone to care enough about me to realize I'm not. I want someone to try to make me happy. I'm tired of people not liking me, going out of their way to make me unhappy. I'm just tired, tired of being of let down, tired of life." She says instantly regretting it. "I'm sorry, you probably don't care" she says. "No, I want to know, I do care, I love you Lauren, I care about you so much. I want to make sure your happy, happy with yourself. I want to know when your unhappy, happy, angry, scared. I just want to know, you!" I say. Lauren looks at her door. I turn around and see Avani standing there. "What is going on?" Avani asks staying still. "''Twas cheering her up" I said. She gave Lauren a death stare then comes up and sit besides us. "Are you sure that was it, or did this little thot, touch my mans?" She said looking at me. "no, she's not a thot Avani!" I said. Lauren stood there looking at the wall. "Then were all good" she took my hand at lead me out of the room. I turn around and wave my hand at Lauren. She smiles back.