bloody sweet ; hyungwonho

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hyungwon was scared. he was afraid of everything, everything he could ever think of at the moment. the surgery was 1 hour away from him and all he wanted to do was just to fall in love with hoseok all over again. "you're having the surgery soon. how are you feeling?" his dear crush hoseok asked in a soft voice. he was afraid to get hyungwon all worked up before the surgery and wanted him to have a peaceful one.

"miserable i guess." hyungwon sighed, hiding away his main emotions towards the older sitting beside him. "i..really can't imagine not being in love with that certain person.."

hoseok glanced at the weak hyungwon with sadness plastered on his face, but for sure he knew that the other is going through a much harder time than him. "i'll miss you."
hoseok blurted out. although he didn't know why he suddenly said it, he just felt the need to say it before it's all too late.

hyungwon showed a small bitter smile, his emotions getting the better of him. "i wish this was all a dream. i don't care if it's a sweet one or a nightmare. everything would be better if it is..." he sniffed. his eyes shone like crystal orbs, and that's one thing hoseok loved about hyungwon.

"how are you doing, kid?" kihyun enters the room with a worried smile. although this man's speciality is to hide his feelings, it was too emotional for him to keep it in. he had only known hyungwon for a few days and it hurts to see the boy being all sad now. "hoseok, mind giving us some time?" the oldest asked politely.

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"so, hoseok huh?" kihyun sighs as he sat beside the boy whose face was nothing but sorrow. "i apologise on his behalf. he has been a really dense boy since young." kihyun whispered, his lips pressing together, not really know what to say to make the younger feel better.

"kihyun, it'll be fine. like what you said, it's alright. i trust you."

"i take back what i said. you shouldn't trust people so easily." the older handsome male chuckles as he ruffles hyungwon's hair.

just right, the surgeon enters the room with the document of the boy.

"babe!" kihyun sprung up from his seat and literally threw himself on the surgeon. "this is your surgeon, hyunwoo, who is my lovely boyfriend as well!" kihyun introduces as he links his arms with the doctor.

"uh, hyungwon, right? you're having your operation soon, how are you feeling?" hyunwoo asks. "bad." hyungwon replied bluntly, tired of answering the same question again and again. he glanced around the room, just wanting to distract himself from the lovely and bright aura emitting from kihyun and his surgeon. his eyes and mind wandered but stopped abruptly on the drawer next to him. or, rather, the item on it.

a notepad and a pen.