You ruined me.
You led me to believe that you were in love with me. You were so sweet, and kind. Giving me the love I thought was real.
No.
You manipulated me into thinking that I couldn't live without you. That I would never find someone else to love me.
"You only came back because no one else wanted you."
You in those four months made my life a living hell.
And yes, I will admit. I wasn't the best. I had us break up several times and come back to you. I understand I hurt you, and I am sorry for the pain I caused.
But I will be damned if I am made a fool any longer. I had friends and family warn me, telling me to run. But I didn't listen because I loved you.
And yes, I truly loved you. But I never realised the poison in the sugar you gave me. You manipulated me into thinking everything was my fault. Making sure I felt bad.
"I want you to feel the pain I feel."
I have empathy, you coward. But not for..."people" such as you. You cut me off from everyone I have ever known and made me stay with you and take care of you because you know I was soft. You knew I truly loved you and you took advantage of it.
I cleaned for you.
I gave you my body.
I gave you my personality.
I gave you my everything.
I put forth 100% of my effort.But you didn't want to give as much effort as I did because I made you mad, irritated you, etc.
You took me, used me as your little play thing.
And once I had the guts to leave your sorry ass you decided to spread rumors. Make me look like a liar. Make me look like the theif who stole your heart and ripped it to shreds.
I know the truth. I know your secrets and your lies.
Truth prevails.
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Non-FictionHi, I'm Rose, an old boyfriend of mine did a horrendous thing to me when I was 14. I'm turning 16 soon and I want to let people know that they are not alone. I also currently suffer from PTSD, depression, anxiety, trichotillomania, and self harm urg...