After 1 yearShivaay's point of view
I said all the incidents to my family and they were on shock , I got a lot of hated from my family especially from Omkara and I have no idea why.
Slowly slowly everything with my family turned ok but Omkara didn't change much.
When you have this much regrets and you know you lost someone who you loved and in inverse . We might laugh at how people behave in break up but it hurts a lot.
Poor selection of words , physics is killing me . I just stole Inverse from some random physics law.
Currently I have no purpose sort of feeling , I work hard everyday in the morning and nights are torture.
I try to concentrate on my work and give me maximum , I'm slowly turning into a workaholic but that's fine , I don't want my mind to be blank but filled with Work
Bekhayali main bhi tera hi khayaal aayi.
Kyun bichhandnaa hain zaruri yeh Sawaal aayi
(Even when mind is blank , he keeps wondering of their seperation)What soulful words and are correct in every point of view . When my mind is blank she comes to my mind . I'm trying to be a workaholic because her thoughts and my regrets lingers my mind when ever I'm free.
Nights are very hard to survive . Whenever I close my eyes, I see her beautiful face but the next second all my regrets come rushing.
What can I do now , a lot of things have slipped from my hands . Just sitting in the floor supported by the sofa.
I take her phone which now was with me , it was the only way to see her. She had an apple phone that I gifted. It had a thing called recently deleted in photos . While she deleted all her photos she completely forgot about it.
After I found her phone , I just took her gallery and like I expected the gallery had 0 photos but her recently deleted didn't disappoint me.
All I can do is stare into her pictures and smile in the sea of sorrow which I'm in. It gives me a kind of relief sort of feeling , it's the only thing that gives me that 'she is with me' feeling.
Annika come back to me , I'll never lose you. I'll protect your with all me life . I'll make you smile and laugh everyday. Please come back to me.
I have put a lot of detective on her case . I have a lot of people in finding her but I got the same negative response. I even asked her family."I won't even say even if I knew"said Gauri with spilling tears.
Nowadays I even hallucinate her. It feels so real and when I come in contact with reality it hurts a lot. It feels better staying in that hallucination instead of this reality . This bitter reality.
It feels so real when she comes near me , smiles at me and when I try to hug her she disappears into thin air . The first few times , I felt like I'm losing it but now I'm used to it.
Atleast that way I can see her.....
YOU ARE READING
You are my heart
RomanceIt was a slow song and they moved against the beat, the eyes on them made their heart beat faster , people slowly started to join and they both danced away to the tune and beat . They were accompanied but felt like they were the only ones there. H...