The Jackal Guardian ( gay furry fanfiction)

Chapter 18

Spencer's POV:

We got in the car and started on the way to the hospital Tiberus asked me " is turning into a were cat painful?" "Only when there is a full moon, thats why I hate blue moons because I unwillingly transform twice a month and it hurts physically like nothing else, a were fur is feral like at first is because the pain of the transformation puts them into a confused state when the beastial part has the most power you will have to not be around me when that happens because I don't want to hurt you" I say as I break down into tears he rubs my back and tells me "I know how to deal with it because my mom is a were huskey and my dad has a cousin who is half were fur. So I have alot of help and there will be 2 animatronics in the hall or next room, Marionette and Funtime Freddy ." I just stay there and cry into his chest and when my sobs turn dry he puts his paw under my chin and kisses me I just start kissing back and when we finally break I am clutching at him like my life depended on it "your ok" "I..i had a dream when they knocked me out I had transformed and had.... hurt you badly and then you had told me that 'I don't need an agressive deppresed mentally ill phycopath who needs his senapi to be happy.' a..and..." words failed me a second time as I buried my face into his chest again and started dehydrating myself all over again by crying my deep, deep wound of a soul I cried out my deppesion, my losses and even my own doubts that I could finally be happy and have a fur who wasen't my parents or my older brother that I could trust I had told all of this to Tiberus after I could not cry anymore and he seemed... shocked. 'Great i have just chased away the only fur I could trust and i poured out my soul and he was going to ruin my life' my negitive brain thought and a small but very defiant voice anwserd 'no that won't happen' then I realised that my positive thinking habits were finally resurfacing and that could even see that I was being overly negitve about it was a massive leap usually I had to concisely look on the bright side. Then Tiberus said " No one has ever trusted me like that before , and I promise you that you won't hurt me AND I will help you heal" he brought me closer to him " I will never push you away EVER." then he kissed me and I kissed him back passionately.

458 words ues i know but wanted a short chapter because i want to flesh out the hospital scene (a mix betwen Spencer's and Tiberus' POV's) and i wanted to be more not always need more words per chapter (very taxing on my creative prosses)