Cutters Life

Day in The Woods

RAYLIE'S POV

I walked into math and glanced around trying to find a seat the only empty one was next to Ryan

"God damn-it!" i muttered harshly but still got the "cuss words are bad" lecture from the most religious person in this whole school, and cheer caption, Tanya O'Bryan

God I hate her

I go and sit beside him only to find him talking and snickering to the schools slut, Angelic, oh and did I forget to tell you that she is in my grade but failed a few years seeing as she loves sex more then grades

"I thought you had a boyfriend remember Troy? or did someone pound you to hard to make you forget?" I ask having no idea as to where all this courage came from

"Oh shut bitch at least I'm not some 17 year old virgin." she replies which makes my blood boil

" Well at least I'm not some 18 or is it 19 year old still in high school." I reply smugly and then I remember Ryan sitting in between us laughing

"Are y'all related or something cause this is to funny!" He says pointing his finger in between us

"Yes sadly I'm related to the schools slut did you know your probably the only guy in this school that she hasn't had sex with?" I tell him and he stops laughing immediately and stares wide eyed at Angelic

"Well did you know that she is a psychopath who tried to kill herself with a shower curtain just because our parents were stupid and got their selfs killed somehow?" she replies quickly looking smug as ever

Ryan just turns towards me guilt and sorrow written all over his face as he just stares at me

I get up and run straight out of class out of school all the way into the woods
I fall to the ground and curl up into a ball and cry my eyes out wanting to die more then ever right now

"Raylie hey Raylie stop crying it doesn't suit you." I look up to see Ryan crouching in front of me

"Go away you probably think I'm a freak just like everyone else does even my own damn sister can you believe that?" I ask humans wait for his reply

"No I can't but answer this, can you believe that a boys a 9 year old boys parents kicking him out just because he brought a friend home and now a 17 year old boy living with his uncle that for 8 DAMN YEARS TOUCHED ME AND I LET HIM BECAUSE HE SAYS THAT IF I DON'T HE WILL SHOOT ME?"

he is standing up now walking back and forth but stops in front of me and I just stare wide eyed at him

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have spilled my whole life story out to you it's just your so damn pretty and hearing that you tried to kill yourself it made me mad but please don't I will always be here for you so if you are feeling troubled at any time come and talk to me okay?" he says

All I can muster is a slight nod not believing he just said that to
me

I stand up and I can't help it I hug him

He pulls me back I expect him to get mad and call me a freak but no he leaned in slowly

I closed my eyes just waiting and as I felt his soft and gentle lips kiss mine he slowly starts to walk backwards and presses me up against a tree and starts to kiss my chin line I let out a soft moan

He pulls back and looks me straight in the eyes as he starts to pull up my sleeve I stop him but he just stares at me with pleading eyes as if saying please I let my hand fall by my side and look towards the school in shame that he will get mad

But all I feel are his lips gently press against my scars every single one and then he goes and does the same with the other arm

Then looks up at me guilt in his eyes

"I'm so sorry" -Ryan

"Why?" I ask very confused

"For all the times I was not there for you cupcake." he says and then he kissed me softly all over my face and chin line before finely kissing my lips

We spend the rest of the school day in the woods talking, kissing, hugging and just enjoying each others company when he broke the silence and asked me a question that I thought I would never live to the day that someone asked me

"Will you be my girlfriend Raylie?"