Cutters Life

Roses and Surprises

Ryan POV

I have been going to Raylie's house every day since the incident I really worry about her when I'm at school and when I'm out of school I notice how she scratches her thighs and know what is on them

Right now I'm in my last period thankfully! So I'm in social studies which sucks nonetheless after laying my head down to rest my eyes secretly, good thing I sit in the back
I drift into one of those sleeps where you can here but your also asleep.

I start to have this dream of when I was about five or six

DREAM

I woke from my little twin sized bed I look at my bedside clock to see it was 7:15 "YESS!!" I screamed happily jumping from my bed and running over to my dresser to grab my Santa clause hat and rant down stairs to the foyer where my Christmas tree was lit up with many presents under them about 10 for me and maybe 12 for my sister.

I sit down and wait for the rest to wake up when I heard yelling and people running I looked up in surprise I heard a gunshot and screamed

My sister, Marie, came running into the foyer with a tear streaked face she grabbed me and placed me on her hip as she ran to the basement

"Sissy why are we going down here when our presents are up there?" I asked her not having a clue as to what was going on

"Shhh Zach we're going to play hide and seek okay? so you go hide in a REALLY good spot ands don't come out unless I come and get you!" she said talking fast and pushing me to go as we heard footsteps getting closer

I ran off and hid but to where I could still see sissy I saw daddy come down the stairs with a beer in one hand and a pistol in another I gulped in fear beginning to realize this was no game I sat quietly and watched the scene unfold

"You worthless piece of shit looking just like that slut of a mother of yours!"
He yelled in her face but she only stood still bravely even though I could see fear swimming in her eyes

"Please don't do this your only drunk what happens when your sober and you realize what you've done?" she asks as he shakily raises the gun to her temple

"Well a drunk mind speaks a sober heart 'DARLING'" He said emphasizing the word darling

I was about to run out and save my sister when a gun shot rang through the air I screamed and fell to the ground and looked at my now dead sister who had a shot wound on her head her eyes still open and her hand sorta reached towards me but I know she was dead

I looked at my father with my big doe eyes which they had yet to change color,

"I should kill you too but I want you to remember all of this!" he yelled while waving the gun frantically he finally brought the gun to his head let a single tear fall the pulled the trigger and was killed instantly

I cried and crawled towards my sister who tried to be brave but was now paying for her braveness I didn't even care I was now covered in her blood

I then remembered my mom and numbly ran upstairs to see her barely breathing and holding her stomach

"M-mommy?" I asked inching towards her

"Oh my ba-baby is mar-Marie okay?" she asked hope filling her pale face

I started to sob again and I guess she took this as a no and pulled me towards her right before she died her last words were

"When you find her take good care of her." she said hoarsely just as police and ambulance men came in rushing around one got me and handed me off to get clean the go to my uncle

I know what she means now.'

END OF DREAM

"Zach hey, man hey wake up!" I heard as I groggily woke up

"Ughh man is class over?" I question forgetting momentarily about the dream but then I remembered and ran out the door

"HEY WHERE ARE YA GOING MAN?"

"TO TAKE GOOD DAMN CARE OF HER!" I yelled back getting glared at from a teacher I smiled sheepishly but kept running

I got in my truck and raced to her house to give her the best kiss ever I was about to text her and tell her on my way but made it a surprise and also went to get her flowers

Without knowing that would be the biggest mistake in my life......

CLIFF HANGER!!!!

Haha sorry but I had to and how many chapters should this book have I was thinking 20? leave a comment and let me know

Luv ya!,

Lauren <3