As I step of the bus I restrain myself from itching my arms. I try my best to walk swiftly and quickly inside and to my locker."Hey did you know that if-"
"What the hell do you want Ryan?" I ask getting annoyed I do not handle people well as u can see.
"Well your name would be nice."
Is he still at this? I think to myself
"Raylie. OK?"
I sharply walking away."Hey Ray?"
What did he just call me?
"Ok one my name is RAYLIE! And I am a nobody no one likes me so since your new and still have a chance to be someone so goodbye." I say my eyes watering god I hate myself.
"Well it's a good thing I don't give a shit if I am or not someone in this god forbidden place."
Ryan says walking away.
"Oh and bye Ray!" he says momentarily walking backwards.
"My name is RAYLIE!" I yell towards his back
I soon regret it as seeing how many people are just standing there and whispering about me I'm sure.
Having a panic and anxiety attack I rush to the bathroom to release the pain on my skin.
'You deserve punishment' -ana
Her voice enters my head
She tells me what to do'I am.' I tell her
'You shouldn't have waisted his time' ana tells me
'I know'

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Cutters Life
Dla nastolatkówShe cuts She's depressed She doesn't eat She has a friend named ana She is Raylie He worksout He is active He eats anything He has a secret He is Ryan Will opposites attract?