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All it takes is just a little trigger
And everything is falling apart again
This constant battle in my mind
It's a war that I never win
Once I almost did
But almost is never enough

I tried so hard
But yet it seems like it's not enough
Still not enough
Hell, what does enough even mean?
I don't honestly know anymore
High expectations
And shattered reality

I'm tired of being the best
Because being the best is never enough

Hold me tight tonight
Keep me company
At least until the sun rise
Cause I've got a monster inside my head
It won't shut up
And it wants me d
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