Book of Poems

Hurt

I don't want to take your crap anymore.

I hate how much I know you.

I hate how you plague my thoughts.

I would appreciate it kindly,

If you'd get out of my head!

I hate not acting on my thoughts,

I hate how losing you has separated me from everyone.

When I thought I could live without you,

I didn't know you'd take everything when you went.

I don't really want anything to do with you now,

I don't know what you think about me,

Or what you think about her,

I just don't know and can't be sure,

however much you may seem my friend,

I don't know anymore,

I can read what you say and see a friend,

Or I can hear what you say and see anger,

I feel exiled and outcast.

And I don't know of anything that can change that,

Because of you,

I don't want to be here anymore,

I don't want to go to school anymore,

And see everyone,

I don't want to have to see your name,

I don't want to have to hear about you,

If you still look at me with that same downcast expression.

And yet,

It will kill me,

When she hurts you,

You'll learn to trust no one,

She'll hurt you,

As badly as you've ever been hurt before.

And it will kill me,

But I won't know how to help it.

Don't let her hurt you while I am away.