Scars

Chapter 2

Rosé's POV:

At that day, I cried. I cried a whole month. Just the fact that he didn't tell me makes my heart shatter into pieces. I still remember about the last day before he left:

"It's time. We have to go home, it's already 6 o' clock." I said and took his hand, but he didn't want to move.

I looked at him and caught him staring at me. In his dark brown, almost black orbs were glimpses of sadness and fear.

"Is everything ok?" I asked him and cupped his face.

"Yeah, I'm just a little bit tired." 

At the day he left, I realized how much I needed him. He has always been there for me. No matter what we've been through, he always protected me.

I even developed depressions because of his departure. I started cutting myself with knives every single day. Jisoo and my friends Jennie and Lisa begged me to stop, they also told Mum about this issue and Mum instantly sent me to hospital. The doctors said that I was okay, but I should go to therapy until my depressions were gone.

School starts in a week. But I was a little bit scared and afraid to go back to Hogwarts. Tzuyu and her friend Nayeon are both in Slytherin and they love to bully me and embarass me in front of all people. They spread rumors about me and my friends and I can't talk against them. They are one of the most popular students at Hogwarts together with Jungkook and Jimin. I've never seen Jungkook or Jimin at Hogwarts, because for all these years Jennie and me never had class with Slytherins. The only things that I know are that Pokpak, Lisa is currently dating Jungkook's step brother, Kim Taehyung. 

Taehyung is in Hufflepuff, together with Lisa, but he's in 6th Grade, while Lisa, Jennie and me are in 5th Grade, except that Jennie and me are in Gryffindor. He is a very nice and funny person and he cares for Lisa more than any other person that I know. They only started dating a month ago, but I'm sure that their relationship will last long, maybe forever and I'm happy for them.

"Rosé, hurry! Come downstairs and have breakfast with Jisoo and me!" I heard Mum's voice.

I quickly grabbed my stuff and ran downstairs.

~ time skip ~

Diagon Alley is great. It's like a shopping street for wizards and witches. Every store is different and beautiful in its own way. The stores with the most customers are also the ones we're going into:
Ollivanders: Makers of Fine Wands since 382 BC, Eeylops Owl Emporium, Madam Malkin's Robes for All Occasions, The Apothecary, Quality Quidditch Supplies and Flourish & Blotts . But first, we need to go to Gringotts to fetch some money from our lockers. If you're asking whether I have my own locker, yes, I have.

My father left us when I was only a baby, he was murdered by one of the most powerful wizards of all time, Voldemort. I don't know how he died and what happened. My Mum would always break down in tears when I mention my Dad. When I've got nothing to do, I always think about my Dad. What did he look like? What did he like when he was the same age as me? Does he miss me from heaven? I've got so many questions. Mum has always told me that Dad had a big heart and was very brave, that's what made her fall for him. When Mum cried, he was always the first person to come and comfort her. He protected her from getting hurt and encouraged her to do the things she wanted to do. When my dad passed away, things started to change at home. Mum told me not to fall in love, because if I did, I would likely get hurt. At first, I didn't want to believe her. I fell in love with my childhood friend and since then I have decided to avoid boys (except Taehyung and Jin) and never talk to them.

After five hours of shopping, we arrived at home with eight bags full of books and school supplies. I was so exhausted that I fell asleep right away.