Love Stained Red (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Chapter 19

It was painful yet peaceful. Who would have known that a quick graze to the side would actually nearly kill me.

I laughed to myself but that just made the blood come out faster. "Don't move Nyx, you'll make it worse." Chuuya said applying pressure onto my wound.

The worse part about dying was that I was alone. Chuuya was right there infront of me but where was Dazai? He should have been the one next to me. Hell, he should be dying next to me. That was the plan after all.

They were rushing me to Mori as fast as they could. He was the only person who was going to fix me up. I wish I could just die before I got there. I didn't see a point in living anymore, this wasn't me, I don't want to be here.

A single tear slid down my face.

We arrived and they took me straight in to Mori who became his medical shit on me. They didn't have time to numb me or put me to sleep so they just went straight in and cleaned it and stitched it close.

My screams of pain filled the room... no, the whole Port Mafia could head me because I was screaming so loudly. The pain got worse with every new stitch he out in.

Finally he was done and he gave me some pain meds and he numbed up the area where the stitches are.

Mori left the room so now it was just me and Chuuya. "Your so reckless." He finally spoke, I just looked at him and signed. He leaned down to kiss me but I moved my head, it's just not right.

This boy just rushed me to Mori to save my life. He's covered in my blood. He tried to kiss me. Her rejected that girl for me. Why couldn't I just love him?

Dazai's POV

I finally got wind of where Nyx was. She was with the Port Mafia again but to me that just didn't make any sense. Why would she ever go back there? She doesn't like Chuuya and she's never really had any other friends there besides me, Chuuya, Akutagawa, and Mori.

I grabbed Atsushi, Kunikida, Kenji, and Tanizaki. We were going to storm the Port Mafia's head quarters and get Nyx out of there.

I showed them a tunnel underground that we can use to get in. Only me, Mori, and possibly Nyx know about this.

Nyx's POV

Once I was feeling better they brought me up to my room and layed me down on my bed. They switched out my bandages before they left me alone.

It was dark... too dark for my liking. The red curtains were closed and so where the blinds behind them. There was no light on in my room, or even the nightlight I keep plugged in on the side of my bed.

I didn't like the dark anymore... when did that change?

My thoughts where rapid, consuming every inch of my bed. I began to ache all over and until finally I cried. "God I'm such a weak baby!" I yelled to no one but myself.

It was night out and everyone in the Port Mafia has gone to their room or they've gone home if they have one. Chuuya was staying in his own room tonight so I was alone and I hated it.

I sat up, holding my side, hoping the pressure would ease the pain a bit.

I stumbled out of bed and over to the door. I could barely stand, my wound was bleeding badly again. I looked down at my shirt to see it was soaking in blood. Seems that the stitches weren't holding up like they should be.

When I opened the door I fell forwards onto the ground and crawled out the room. I had to find help or I was going to die. Maybe I wanted to die, to stop the thoughts that grow and make my head spin.

I used the wall to prop myself up and use to keep myself standing. I slowly walked the side of the wall, looking around to see if I could get a glimpse of anyone.

Turning around only once to see if someone had walked into the hallway. When I turned I saw I was leaving a trail of blood on the wall along with little droplets on the floor.

I made it to the elevator and went down to the first floor. Still there was no one in sight. Once the doors opened I fell out onto the first floor of the building. There was nothing to keep me up anymore.

I crawled a bit further into the room. All my strength was leaving me so I just gave up and layed there. I was searching for something but I didn't know what. I thought it was help but it wasn't, I could have just knocked on someone's door. I wanted something else.

Slowly I rolled over onto my back and stared up at the ceiling. A pool of blood was forming underneath me. Was I just going to die here without finding what I was looking for?

Probably.

That was bugging me the most. There was something I needed to find but I just didn't know what it was.

Dazai's POV

We finally made it inside. We snuck our way into the lobby and looked around. Everyone stopped suddenly, I moved everyone aside and checked out what they were looking at. There was a body laying in the middle of the floor.

They were covered in blood and it just seemed their bleeding wasn't going t let up either. I could tell that they didn't want to die by the way they were laying there.

They must have realized someone was here because they covered their face with the arm that wasn't putting pressure in their wound.

Slowly I walked over to them. "You're injured aren't you?" I asked them calmly. I could care less what happened to this person, I just needed to find Nyx.

"Can you help me?" The young girl asked me. Her voice was calm and soothing even though she was bleeding out. She was dying and yet she was being extremly calm about it. "I'll help you only if you help me." I spoke softly to her. After all once I found out where Nyx was I'm just going to leave her here.

"I need to know where Nyx is." I told the dying girl. She didn't respond but she did just start laughing. It made her bleeding worse. I panicked and rushed to her side. I took off my coat and placed it over her wound. Applying as much pressure as I could without hurting her. Slowly she took her arm away from her face and I just felt like an idiot.

She was dying right infont of me this whole time. What kind of boyfriend am I? I couldn't tell it was Nyx only because she was covering her face.

I'm horrible.