Love Stained Red (Bungou Stray Dogs)

Chapter 21

"It's not time yet" a voice whispered to me. It felt like I was falling forever. Seeing that my life flashed before my eyes. It was just that, it was memories I didn't know I had. It was exactly what Dazai was talking about. As I fell I grabbed out and my hand caught the ledge of the building.

"Shit!" I yelled to myself, swinging my body so my other hand could grab the ledge. Slowly I pulled myself up and back onto the roof. "What the fuck is wrong with me!" I scream to no one but myself. I stared out at the city below me.

"Fuck you Dazai! I hate that your always right!" I scream into the sky in hopes he was outside and could hear me. "I love you too!" His voice yelled up to me. I looked down at him and rolled my eyes.

I ran to the flight of stairs and down to him. Hurling myself into his arms, I cried.

"This is bullshit" I yelled into his chest. I pushed him away from me and punched him dead in the stomach. He crouched down in pain and I kissed him. Slowly he kissed back, a smiled clearly spread across his face.

"Wanna go get coffee?" He asked me so casually, like nothing had happened at all. I rolled my eyes and smiled at him. "Of course I do" I spoke and grabbed his hand.

Together, we walked to our favorite coffee shop together.

Small Time Skip
Dazai had explained everything to me in detail. I had my memory back but I was still struggling to wrap my head around everything.

I lightly sipped on my coffee as I listened to him go on and on about how he wanted to beat the living shit outta Chuuya.

I can't blame the boy, I mean, after everything Chuuya ended up putting us through, it's what he deserves.

Even after everything that has happened I couldn't bring myself to hate Chuuya. Yes what he did was wrong, what he did to me was wrong but he was making a effort to change. He went about it the wrong way, but he was trying.

I wanted to hate him, I really did. Somethjng inside me just wouldn't allow that to happen.

"Nyx?" Dazai's voice rang. I snapped back into focus and looked into Dazai's eyes. I just shook my head to write it off as nothing. That didn't stop the look of concern growing in Dazai's face though.

He put the money on the table and slowly stood up. He extended a hand to me and looked down at me. "Let's go home." His voice spoke softly. I could only nod and grab his hand, letting him take me back to where I belong.

Authors Note
I'm so sorry for the lack of updates!! I'm also this was a really short chapter, I'm trying to think what I want to happen with the story. I have a few ideas but idk where they'll lead yet. If anyone has ideas please let me know.
I supposed I owe some sort of explanation as of why I've been gone. So basically I just moved in with my dad and I've been trying to adjust to life there. Also going to a new school sucks and on top of that we started testing this week so I really just haven't had any time to pick up my phone or computer and write.
So yeah, thank you all for being patient with me. 😘