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12/7/19

The world is finally ending in sweet bliss. I strike a razor against my skin and allow the delightful pain take over my body. I watch as my thick, dark red blood runs down my arms, then hit the carpet.

My life needs to end. It has no purpose and because of that my world is ending and it will make so many people happy-even myself.

When people find my cold body drained of blood, they will find a bloodied suicide note by my body. My only hope is that it is still readable.

"Dear Family,

I am sorry this had to happen this way, but it is for the best. The pain of the world, the pain of how I am treated by all of you, and my mental illness made it time for all of this to end. I am sorry-wait no, I am really not sorry. I want to be pain free, so for once in your lives, I want you all to finally, finally understand one of my needs and be okay with this and move on with your lives. Granted I know you all will move on with your lives and never think on about my existence; I will be nothing to you all-just like when I was living, but more intense. If you all do not respect my wishes, then well I will come back to haunt each and everyone of you as a ghost and I won't be like Casper the Friendly Ghost. I will do some Paranormal Activity shit to all of you.

-Mia"

Darkness creeps into my vision as I lay on the ground and watch the heavy flow of my blood. Goodbye world, farewell world.

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