Happy Ending

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As if goodbye was stuck at the back of your throat.
You want to cough it out, but you say thank you instead.
You were searching for the next word in your pocket,
But eventually, you always find me that loves you.
"No worries, I'm fine." that is what I think.
But I hope the end is all but just a lie.
I was down and looked pale.
The one that I loved suddenly disappeared.
Please pick a man just like me.
I hold these feelings as tight as possible in my heart.
"I'm fine, I'm fine"
I need you to hug me now
I don't need anything else anymore.
Please, if you could just kiss me.
But, it's all just a lie, forgive me

I don't think that you'll remember.
The time that you said "I will not leave you" made me glad.
You brave up yourself and contact me for the first time.
Is something wrong with me that night?
Even if we were apart, even if we couldn't see each other.
My feelings won't budge from this place
I was down and looked pale
The one that I love suddenly disappeared.
Please remember me forever.
But, it's all just a lie, I hope you are fine always.

Your face shows a little bit of relief when you see I'm not crying.
You are always carefree, I also like that about you.
As soon as I noticed that you were there with me
It doesn't mean that I hope it would be like this forever.
You involuntary wipe out my tears.
Then I could see and hear everything
And everything comes into color.
I was down and looked pale
The one that I loved suddenly disappeared.
Please pick a man just like me.
I hold these feelings as tight as possible in my heart.
"I'm fine, I'm fine"
I need you to hug me right now
I don't need anything else anymore.
Please, don't ever leave my side.
But, it's all just a lie, goodbye.

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