My Middle School Years.

Loving.. But Remembering..

The next day he got in trouble on the bus for hitting this girl on the bus named Kaley. He got suspended off the bus for five days. I got real sad.

We went to lunch and he got in trouble. My babe got in trouble. So I waited for him and I got bored so I went and ate lunch. Turns out he had came in line. I was pissed off a little so my friend sat with me. The short blonde one. We talked a lot. Then the front door was open and Shermace yelled;
"Damn Nigga it's cold."
I laughed my fucking ass off. I got done eating and took my friends lunch box and ate her apple sauce. It pissed her off. So I finished eating it and smiled as River walked over to me and sat next to me and Ivy said;
"Ew."
Then River said, "Ivy, you're a bitch."
I laughed my fucking ass off. I really don't like Ivy. At all, but I am "frenemies" with her. Anyways River held his hand on his leg and I grabbed it and held it. We held it the whole time he talked to Grant. We talked about Zana licking Grants dick because one time Zana and River had this conversation;
"Grant's dick licker."
"Not yet River."
When I heard that my face was like "the fuck."

My friends say I have a lot of different faces for my expressions. I don't believe so but whatever.

Anyways as I continue, Me and River were holding hands and this happened;
"We should walk out of here holding hands and see if they say anything to us."
"Totally."
So then when the bell rang and they dismissed us we walked all the way across there in front of "Mr.Pendick" and all the other dumb ass teachers. We kept on strolling and them I dumped out my pop and he said:
"Well, that was a waste of 4 or 5 drinks."
"Shut up babe."
Then in the hallway I couldn't get Brie's binder shut so I asked him and he couldn't either.

So we got on the bus and he had to sit close to the front so I sat across from him and he gave me some Beef Jerky that looks like dip. He also dips. Don't judge him assholes!! Sorry I got carried away there (I am a crazy chick so mind that sometimes.)

Then me and Bayley was talking about my "story" and of corse River said;
"What's it about."
"You don't wanna know" I said with a blush.
"Yes I do."
"It's about my life and you're in it. But your name is Roland."
"Why didn't you just use my real name?"
"We weren't dating yet when I started."
Anyways we got off
the bus and walked to the second bus together because he was going to his dads this weekend. He sat in front off and we talked and then me and Bayley did this;
"Okay 1, 2, 3. Bang Bang-Choo-Choo-Train-You know you wanna bang bang!" I also said that to River. He just looked down and chuckled. I wanted to pick his face up and kiss him. I didn't. So the person he was sitting with got off the bus so I moved up with him and he held my hand all the way and every once and awhile we would squeeze. Tight. I mean like I didn't give a shit. Then he turned to me and gave me that "kiss me" face. I love that face. I love him. So fucking much. Anyways he asked me this;
"How long until we had our first kiss the last time?"
I just told him the truth,
"One week."
"Yeah, five days."
So like I said he gave me that face so I reached over and kissed him. The bus driver said;
"Stop it."
Bayley said;
"Ew. I was looking."
Zane said;
"Aw."
Then it got to my bus stop so he kissed me goodbye.

So our love was still kinda unknown of my mother so "someone" told her and I didn't even get in trouble. All she asked is;
"Why do you like him?"
So I answered honestly,
"He is sweet, funny, I like his blonde hair, his eyes, and his butt."
I'm not joking I told her that. She just said, "Okay."
Now I can't stop thinking about him. I was hoping he was still up tonight but no. Nope. Makes me sad. I miss him. A fucking lot. I just wonder when I will be ungrounded....