I'm here to explain a few things across my works with a few examples. I won't use ALL my works, but the major ones that are the best ones I can use to explain things.
Chunky/Weak/Forsaken/Trial of Patience And Love
This is a story never meant to harm anybody or to degrade anyone's name. This story line is about a boy who struggles with depression, anorexia, sleep disorders, and self worth. People have been coming at me saying this isn't how things work, that one doesn't just simply take abuse, rape, and/or bullying. Well welcome to the real world where some people are so goddamned afraid to speak out that they suffer in silence.
Sweet
Someone tried to tell me you're BORN with DID.
This is not the case for most with this disorder like myself. Most of the time, this is caused through trauma, neglect, or long term abuse. So s a coping mechanism one develops these "fractures" as I call them in their mind. Where from these fractures grows another personality where we dissosiate or fade into this mindset with certain triggers. Sometimes the dissociation is full, where we black out and have no recollection of what happened while the alter was out and about. Other times it's partial, where you're seeing what you are doing, but you really don't have any control because this alter of yours dominates your body for the time being.
Other Notes
I always try my best to do research and be as accurate as possible, but sometimes my mind draws up things that don't quite match the disorder, and sometimes I don't realize it. So kindly, if things are misrepresented, please kindly let me know the problem so I may fix it before it becomes a huge issue later on down the road. I am trying my best to understand the topics I write about so I can portray them in a way to educate others and in the end, have a happy ending to show and express, no... emphasize the fact that if you are suffering, you are never alone and there is hope, there is a way out, and it doesn't involve suicide. I never write a story without a purpose or a meaning. I try my best to convey that but if I should ever fall short on what a particular disorder or issue or even an event is, the emotions tied with it, I'd want to fix it as soon as possible, but I can't fix anything if I never know. However keep in mind if a story is only six chapters in, there is still room for growth, room for the issue to be solved, room for improvement. Even if the story is a mile long, it honestly wouldn't bug me to go back and fix my mistakes, to go back and write a whole different plotline while still keeping the other going to finish it, but make the changes in another so that the issue is expressed properly. I never ever intend to downgrade or make light of a serious issue, and I hope those of you who were point out things wrong, but accusing me of things I'm not, understand what I'm trying to do, and if you will reach out to me, together we can fix the mistakes I've made before they become a reoccurring issue. Thank you for reading this if you made it this far. It means a lot. Thank you for your time.
I wish you all the best.
May we step forward into a new chapter together.
